And now that it's written in stone (no lah more like in black and white), my being an RA is concrete.
After the signing of agreements and briefings, the few of us gathered and talked a little. Which makes me kind of looking forward to this whole new experience. The catch is, these people whom I talked to, whom I found some comfort in, aren't exactly gonna be the people I'll be working closely with for the semester to come.
The people I'm going to spend most of my RA time with, are the people during the RA workshop - the competitive, aggressive ones. This tiny thought of mine, however small, managed to intimidate me a little. Then again, they may appear competitive and aggressive because we were told only seven were going to make it and everybody wanted to be that seven.
-sigh- What is to come, will come eventually. I'll just cross my fingers that it's gonna be good -insert smiles-
Right now, right NOW, I'm crossing all my fingers, tight and hard, that I'll make it through the exams.