Hello. Good evening. Have you heard the news yet? Swine flu is on the loose, and now they renamed it H1N1.
Here's a little drama of my life. Life sucks in NUS. Didn't get it? Life
S-U-C-K-S in NUS. Of course, I'm talking only about this period. Still, it sucks big time.
It sucks when I am stupid.
It sucks to be in a school with 75% of the population smarter than me.
It sucks when I have 45 minutes before time's up to just STARE at my paper.
It sucks even more when just a day ago I did the same thing, but when I was sitting right there in the middle of that freezer of a hall nothing clicked.
It sucks to finally come to terms with giving up during a paper.
It sucks to feel exactly the same as a paper I did really badly.
In short, I am just stupid. And yes, it
SUCKS to be stupid.
I tell you now, I could not do something I could do just ONE day before this. And for this stupidity of mine I effectively submitted only half the paper. And I also tell you now, that I spent the last 45 minutes sitting there staring at everything for inspiration but nothing happened.
So don't ask me how was it. Save those "oh dear" and "you'll do better next time" because I've already had alot and no thanks, there won't be any
next time anymore. And don't say "maybe it's not that bad" because it really IS.
Save those half-hearted comments for yourself, it doesn't belong here.
