I. AM. STRESSED.
Tried to coerce my mind to think that it's just a moment of blank out and everything is still a bed of roses. But it is not at the very least.
Not at all.
Not when you spent forever trying to figure out the same problem on your own without consulting anybody. Not when time and time again, every new question you see mocks at you while you try so hard to know what it means and how to do it. And these questions are what you are supposed to already know by now, are what you will see in exam for sure.
Yet, I know none.
Not even able to recognize certain formula when I have diligently flipped my formula sheet during mid terms. It's the same problem set, yet I can figure nothing.
At this rate, honours year seem impossible to make it and I'll just graduate as just an ordinary Science student and waste all my daddy's money that's been spent on me for these 20 years.