"Maybe it's not them. It's about you."
One thing about speaking to Yongyi, is that she always has an ability to make me see things from a perspective I have never adopted before. After a whole long circle of beating about the bush, she exposed me to another factor that could well be the root of it all. No more beating about the bush, for I might have hit the cause.
And that is, me.
I won't question how she managed to see it in such light but it makes sense. I've always been finding fault in others when anything happens. Everything, rather. Because I always thought I always do the right thing and the problem can't possibly lie with me. But now after her reasoning, I kind of buy her story.
So, if it's because of me and not others, what am I supposed to do? Guess I can't do anything, since it's totally against my principle to behave and be someone I am not just to make things right.
And to my greatest, bestest babe in the world, you rock man. Sigh oh just why are you half a day behind me. I so miss telling you things face to face la. I LOVE YOU, BABE!
