If there's a genie right here, right now, asking me what I want the most, I'd say
please give me a piano.
And I thought I was apathetic, but turns out there are some tears that could not be suppressed. That's why I need something to hit on - something that doesn't hit me back no matter how hard I smack.
I promised I won't be a ball of mucus. So I'll try not to be one as far as possible.