Everytime I get upset, it's always for stupid and unreasonable reasons. Truly enough, they always prove to be stupid. I can't understand and stand myself at times. Oh why am I such an imbecile, just to realize my stupidity hours later?
And to think I get upset, only to realize it was such a waste of time hours later.
This Christmas has been awkwardly quiet for me.
Waiting, pausing, and back to waiting. What's the point? What are we going to prove actually?
Distance is an issue. Indeed. Because it makes feelings grow.
I'm beginning to miss those times where we're just a phone call away. I mean, a phone call and the next hour we are in Orchard Road or Esplanade. Now, to even get to our midpoint takes two hours by car.
There, Blue Christmas for me tonight.
I'll have a blue, blue Christmas without you
I'll be so blue just thinking about you
Decorations of red on a green christmas tree
Won't be the same dear, if youre not here with me
And when those blue snowflakes start falling
Thats when those blue memories start calling
You'll be doin all right, with your christmas of white
But I'll have a blue, blue blue blue christmasIndeed.
Nonetheless, may everyone who stopped by this page have a merry, merry little christmas.
