I have absolutely NO IDEA why I failed to upload pictures to my Friendster. Why are they depriving me of that one little chance to show the world I'm still alive and kicking??
I'm not allowed to blog. Not for the time being at least. And I can't even post some recent pictures of me and peeps. I must have appeared dead to most of the world now. For this, I am so depressed.
Yongyi lamented on something about restrictions we face, now that we are
1. Scholars, and
2. Taking our A's soon.
And I must say, I can't agree more to this.
ASEAN dance is in half an hour's time. But there's no point going this year. That social animal in me is fighting the restraints of a cage that ruthlessly binds it down with pre-prelims horror. And oh my. Seeing my juniors all dressed up did everything to re-ignite the desire to get out of my notes and party.
The girls are just so pretty and daity in their dresses and gowns! Some even look outstandingly cute and unusually sexy! It really brought back memories of last year's ASEAN dance. Well, at least the parts where we just partied like nobody's business.
I came to a conclusion, that in my whole life, partying and clubbing will never cease for me. Because despite everything I've told myself to keep myself staring at my bio notes, I can feel ants crawling everywhere in me, fuelling my desire to take out my makeup pouch and start colouring my eyes.
No, I shall not give myself another reason to regret when I do my prelims, which are OHMYGOD in less than five days' time.
