Something seems wrong lately. Was it because of words of mouth?
Oh! Just how fast the weather changes. Is this true for people too?
Changes. There's just too much of them lately.
I at loss for words. Speechless indeed.
What more can I say when whatever I say never gets diffused into your ears?
Tolerance. I've put up good shows several times too.
And I don't understand why am I always the clown. Do you not see what I am doing? What we are doing?
I'm sorry. Maybe it wasn't intentional.
Perhaps I was just reading too much into others' minds.
Perhaps I'm such an idiot who thinks she's intelligent by deciphering for myself what you think.
And perhaps my stupidity got the better of me and put false words in your mouth.
But was I? Was I really?
I don't understand. Is the environment so dark that you can't see for yourself the truth that's laid blatantly in front of you? Or what?
Sighs. Actually I don't like hearing all those stuffs too. They are such a disillusionment I can't accept. They just shatter my self-perceived fairytales into pieces without mercy.
And they are killing me. Taking over my smiles bit by bit, till none is left.
Do you not know, that if you continue to have it your way, I may no longer coerce myself to extend my usual warm and welcoming arms? And I'll turn into somebody you and I know not.
Most unfortunately.
