If I had learnt something from yesterday, there'll be two lessons:
One - promises dwell on fragile ice, and
Two - once you break that piece of fragile ice there's no way to piece it back.
Seindah
Tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan
Sayang kau hilang
Menanti
Biar sampai akhir hayat
Ku di dunia ini
Kau tahu betapa
Ku sayang padamu
Hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
Menentukan ia
Ohh Belaian jiwa
Ohh angin
Sampaikan lagu ku padanya
Yang sedih pilu
Terimalah
Lagu ku jadi teman
Hidupmu untuk selamanya
>>>>>Belaian Jiwa, Innuendo
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Do you know? The silent promise made meant a whole world to me. I left many jewels behind, so I thought alas! There's a chance to redeem myself by picking up those jewels. Jewels of vibrant colours that paint a collage of fond memories we had.
You'll never know what that decision of yours meant to me. Nor will you know how I felt upon revelation of the truth. To think the promise was broken because of your mere lame excuses. Which are totally unsubstantiated and totally betrayed by what you did.
I have nothing more to say.
What's more to say, when the truth dawns itself upon me.
I, Me, Miss Stupidity, is the jewel left behind.
So the next time you want to turn back on your words, please choose a better excuse.
A better excuse is another excuse so carefully crafted that I can see no loophole in it.
Thanks Yao for saving my day. It meant alot, though I may not have expressed it in front of you.
Perhaps the depth of a relationship - be it friendship, kinship, companionship - is not proportional to time.
Kylie is right. Looney Royales I'm so gonna miss you when I'm gone from Singapore. So are those who left deep prints in my life. You know who you are.