I don't wish to pressurize nor terrorize anyone by saying this. But the most recent calculation of how many days left was an outstanding 209! Alright Alzheimer's must be setting in because Piao just shown me the exact number on her calculator and now I've forgotten it! Whether is it 209 I'm not sure, but it's definitely 20-something. That means, time to study. At least J1 work.
I have a confession to make. I'm guilty of constantly switching to hiberbating mode during lectures. It all started with Maths lectures on Binomial Distribution. As you all may know (and beg to differ, for some), I SELDOM sleep in class! I chose to shut my mind off during the first lecture in Binomial Distribution as a silent protest against that DoubleChin who was so irritating a tutor (oops). Then, she carried on to Poisson, and before I realized it has already become a habit to hibernate whenever she speaks into the mic...
What goes around comes back around.. And it hit me, hit me hard. For days during Maths tutorial I was seeing nothing else but stars. You know, those kind of stars that appears only when everything you tutor and your classmates does send alien signals to you. You can barely recognize the logic behind every digit and figure they write on the board. But you know you can't afford to stare and use eyepower to comprehend everything before you copy, simply because you won't be able to understand without the foundations acquired during lectures!
And this sleeping disorder does not only apply to Maths lectures. Finally with DoubleChin gone, I thought I'll be awake. But normal distribution zoomed past with me dozing off! Last Chem lecture on electrochemistry suffered the same fate as well. Lucky for me I was able to comprehend Chem by just reading the notes. Then today I was super awake during Econs lecture AT FIRST. Later, I was just resting my chin on my palm, and the next thing I saw when I opened my eyes again, was the clock telling me it's the end of lecture!!!
Can you believe it!
Alas! After picking up the determination and chaining up the rebellious me, I managed to do the tutorials ON MY OWN! Finally! I shall NOT copy tutorials for my own good next time. Mark my words. With the exception of super duper difficult questions that is beyond my ability of courseXD
Exams are near. And my grades are far from expectations. I really have to narrow the difference. What are the odds now?
