"我不会怪你对我的伪装
天使在人间是该藏好翅膀
人们愚蠢鲁莽
而你纤细善良
怎能让你为了我被碰伤
小小的手掌厚厚的温暖
你总能平复我不安的夜晚
不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光
我才看见它原来在前方
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占
没有谁能取代你在我心上
拥有一个专属天使
我哪里还需要别的愿望"
-专属天使，TANK
This is the song which has been stuck in my head since I woke up. Meaningful lyrics, don't you think?
Spent my entire day bumming around, forgetting abt my laundry, going online without chatting with anyone, and watching youtube.
Then later during dinner time, I was reminded (unintentionally, of course) of HIM and his return in March. The day I've been silently waiting for, but a small part of me a little apprehensive as the day draws nearer each second the clock ticks. We are always like that, having a mixture of feelings at the same time. Every bit of me wanted his return, yet I'm uncertain of what to do when HE appears in front of me. Right in front of me.
After what I did last year(a bit impulsive here) I'm not sure if HE is even going to look at me. Perhaps he'll just turn into somewhere else so that we won't walk past each other. Perhaps he'll just pretend he didn't see me at all, and walk away.
Thanks to my laogong, now I have one choice open. But I'm not sure if I have the courage to do that anymore. My courage was almost depleted when I did what I did last year.
Maybe I don't even have the guts to look at him directly even.
March.
