I was in a really bad condition half an hour ago. My mood I mean, as I received an unknown call this morning which turned out to be from the BBQ company Amanda ordered the food from. She, the caller, told me that the total amount of money we need to pay is $111.20, which I can't pay just by cash and I had to bank transfer the money.
Well at least, I settled the money issue already.
When I thought of how our class responded to every single class outing I felt so demoralized. Why, why can't they be like 3J4, bonded and united and everybody will stand together and march forward as one whole big class? There wasn't any problems of ultra low attendance rate like what 27 will give.
You know how it feels when we want to have class outings, and one of us go "Haiya, it's surely not going to be a class outing.. It's just gonna turn out to be group outing." Which is a very clear portrayal of our class spirit. How pathetic our first class outing was! And so I thought, let's not have frequent outings since there's bound to have many not going. Let's have it on the days where everybody can go. And look, the number of times we ever had class outings can be counted using ONE hand. I used to think, ok, maybe we were just not close to each other yet, give them some time. But one year has passed. The result? You can see for yourself.
Everytime my friends talk about their class, even my juniors, when they talk about their classes, they always put on BIG smiles like this :) :) :) They talk about what they do as a class, what gossips they share as a class, where they go as a class, and everything else AS A CLASS. How I wish I can tell them something I did with my class as a class, but the only thing I can think of is going for tutorials AS A CLASS. Tell me, if this is not pathetic, what is?
I'm getting tired of getting everybody involved in class activities. To those who always put on a smiley face and cheer me up when I get uptight, THANK YOU. To those who are always by my side, THANK YOU.
