I'm finally back from the Maybank. Our allowance is in already! Yay! Bye-bye being poor! But then I don't think I'll let the shopaholic in me resurface again for this year. Be sceptical for all you want heh, wait til I prove to you all.
It has never dawned on me how important any year in my life was, not until this year. After smart analysis by my not-dumb-at-all roomate, both of us realized that this year could jolly well determine our entire life - the life that follows after we graduate. I should say this is the perfect reason why I'm making the shopaholic me dormant (I refuse to use 'shopping ban', just in case, you know, I can't resist 'some' temptation).
And a look at my account book freaked me out a little. I did not update my passbook the whole of last year, so there weren't details of transactions I made. There were just consolidated amounts. And they come in, not hundreds, but thousands. What's worse? I spent more than I got! Therefore starting from this year, I shall watch my expenses.
Sometimes I come to think whether not appealing for H3 is a wise choice for me. I know, last year I was still going on about whether I could secure my scholarship. In the end I was quite satisfied with my results, just that sometimes I wonder, is that so difficult to score an A in JC? I didn't have an A at all! They said if I did apply for H3, there's high probability I may get it. Which now I find quite true. So why did I not try last year?
It was because of what my tutor said. I shall not disclose her identity. I went to her and asked her for recommendation. But all she said was discouraging. Hey, my performance isn't that bad, is it? At least I got a B in the subject I wanted H3 for. But in the end, I was so wet from the wet blanket she threw at me, so I forgo the chance.
So you see, words are poison!
Well since it's too late to talk about H3, I shall not regret my choice.
Work hard everybody!
