It’s Christmas time, again,
It’s time to be nice to the people you can’t stand
All year
I’m growing tired of all these
Christmas cheers
Christmas is here again, unknowingly. So that means one year has flown pass and we can still do nothing to stop it, or slow down the process in the very least.
I wanted to write down things that impacted my life this year, but there’s just too much that it’s hardly possible to write all of them down. Haih. It’s a festive season, why am I sighing here then?
Had an interesting afternoon today, with them of course. Just like the old times. It’s so rare that everyone was present, and even with new ‘additions’ to the gang. Hah. Everybody had good laughs, I’m sure about that. Many are already in pairs. That’s right, everything should start well and end well this festive season.
Alright cut it, miss stupidity. No point pretending anymore.
It feels like obligation to put on a smiling face in all occasions. it's the best way to hide my fears, my concerns, my everything.
And slowly, I can't even recognize who I am.
Who I really am.