These days have been like a collage of entertainment and fun. We had days of impromptu events lain before us, not forgetting the carefree feeling of holidays. Holidays has begun for the bulk of us, yet the reality of this has not sunk in due to the impending OP which plagues the minds of many.
But not for me.
I’m already having the perfect holiday atmosphere in my room. Both my roommate and I are doing nothing the whole day other than going online and fondling with our laptops. As for me, it’s not so much about the laptop, but rather constantly in search of activities to fill my day. Fortunately it is not difficult at all as there are many fun peeps around XD simple games can be interesting with people like us.
Finally managed to get my bus tickets for 13th Nov and next year’s Chinese New Year. It can’t be more accomplished than this. This is the first year I bought the CNY tickets without having to make tons of phone calls to various bus companies. People, please applaud for my far-sightedness.
I enjoy holidays this time. There’s always something to look forward to, and also something to do. Hmm. Perhaps swimming tomorrow with He Li?
I think this time what I feel is true. Why does love intensify in the absence of the other party? This time, I’m finally sure about what and who I want. The sad news is, he doesn’t want me at all.
Even if I’d walk a thousand miles just to see him tonight, he still distances himself away. I can’t force him to be interested in me, but I don’t want him to distance away either.