Oh man can't tell you how happy i am to see Shanelle in Bedok Int today! It was like, a few emotions fused together as a mixture in me. We talked alot on our way to watsons and guardian, where she found her insect repellent, and fairprice, where both of us got our foodstuff, and finally McD, where i had my lunch. Thanks Shanelle for making my mundane day interesting!
You know how it feels when someone you know but havent seen for a long long time suddenly changes into another character whom you never thought he/she would be? Chatting with Shanelle brought me gossips, both entertaining and surprising. Yet i learnt the change in another friend of mine, who evolved into somebody i did not expect her to.
It's time, i guess. Time does magics, twists hearts, and heals wounds. Time can change people totally, some even beyond recognition.
Now that i hope, with time passing by, the hole inside me will be filled with cement, so that the heart will be as hard as stone, so that it wont hurt anymore.
But time now is like a spade, digging more and more emotions out of me, and the hole get larger. I feel incomplete, and each second that passes reminds me of the mouse. It reminds me of how i will not see him again, and every thought of it sent a needle into the hole.
I wonder if the hole ever gets so huge, such that it cuts right through the heart.
