“Although we have never talked to each other even after one year in the same hostel, I still find you cute (: Just like the kid, all I could do was to take quick peeps whenever you walk pass. I hope it’s not bothering but if it was, it’s not gonna happen anymore since you are leaving. I don’t know where I got the courage to do so. Haha. But now I wish I could have known you better.
It’s the last lap. Chiong ar! Good luck and all the best for your A’s. Grab all A’s possible!”
I finally did it. And it’s my first time doing so. I was really at loss for appropriate emotions when i passed the card to erwin. Excited? Embarrassed? I don't know.
When i told different people (those whom i thought are worthy of telling, of course) i got different responses altogether. Sweet, brave, impressed were some of the words used. But what was his reaction? I did not care at first. I did not even expected anything in return then.
But now, at this juncture, i wonder. I begin to wonder if he was at loss for words. Or did he think it was ridiculous and decided to send the card to the trash bin. Did he know that i'm ivy, the girl who just told him indirectly that she's fond of him? Or merely dismiss that card with ego?
I dont think anything will happen. Now that i've done it and made my year complete, i could feel a burden being lifted. A sigh of relief escaped almost instantly when i passed erwin the card.
I have never made the first move before. This is my first.
