alright. I've decided not to make this post sound so whiney and full of complaints.
but it doesnt mean i am happy with what is happening.
i guess the prime reason why MOE included PW in our module is to have an all-rounded development, as what ng cc said abt OP judgement criteria is not on how much we deliver, but rather how we deliver. so they do not only want brainy and resourceful kids, but also kids who are able to speak their minds and others understand them. Very ambitious, not to say impossible, but it is really taxing.
Two short years of JC life, and the first is already plagued by the worry whether we will get promoted at the end of the year. This is coupled with the never-ending PW stuffs which inadvertently take up half of all my time! Can you imagine? I have another 4 core subs which threatens to push me near the verge of losing my scholarship!
Alright, enough complaints. Today has been a stoning and dreaming day for me. I kind of lose control over my mind and let it wander freely about, which needless to say, means day-dreaming for me. I have been staring at the isomerism notes, looking at different isomerisms the entire afternoon in the lib, and now still wonder what isomerism is. How brilliant!
I feel the strong urge to bitch here. I do not think that person ever comes here. I shall unleash all the inner volcano of mine.
This person is particular getting on my nerves. He just has to say things which are no link to what we are doing in the meeting. And when there's important stuff to note, he always stone past, and after that when it's turn for job delegation, he starts questioning what he is supposed to do. Can't he just pay attention for a moment?
Again, i thot i should keep my mouth shut now. Time to work on OP speech, and to stop my mind from wandering away. Maybe today i'll make an effort to go down to the reading room, hopefully can still see a mouse somewhere, which never fails to make my day! But his papers should be over by now... will he still appear?
Nonetheless i should really end myself up there. Study is a necessity now. Time is scarce.
