Can't tell you how frustrated i am, to learn that my 3 months old laptop just crashed. I have never ill-treated her, and now she's throwing tantrums. How incorrigible!
To think that i always wipe her clean, and treat her nicely.
This is how she repays me. By leaving me when i need her the most.
Sounds familiar?
Why do things (and people) desert me when i need them the most? Must i always live my life alone? I'm tired, tired of shouldering everything myself. Of course, my problems are mine, and others have no obligations whatsoever to shoulder it for me.
But can they just HELP? Even though it may just be a hug or anything, it's already sufficient to spur me on.
I feel like crying, but i see no shoulders to cry on.
I feel like screaming, but i see nothing to amplify my scream.
I feel like tearing apart... But somehow my heart has frozen.
I'm frozen inside, amidst the scorching heat around.