that was the first time getting so close to fireworks. credits to yongyi for suggesting that place.
it was really right at your face. it was so bright, so huge.
yet so untouchable.
that must be the most beautiful thing that happened in this week so far.
instinctively, i reached out my hand for it. i want to have a share too. but the truth only dawned on me after i stretched out my hand.
i can never have it.
however pretty it was, it was too far to reach. who doesnt want a share of something beautiful? but just how many can actually possess?
sounds pessimistic i know. but that's just the answer i'll get in the mickey mouse case.
"why dont you tell him?"
-if it were so easy? or perhaps im just too chicken.
"just tell him, and you'll at least feel better regardless of what his reactions will be."
-are you sure? i dont think so. is it definitely considered 'better'? he's gonna have his exams, and i dont wanna risk his performance. things are better if stayed this way.
see? every sign points to negative results. huh.
and even if you managed to grab it, you cant guarantee it being there for long. beautiful things are short termed. just like fireworks, just like mickey.
why are stars falling from the sky? is it because the sky feel the same as me?
my eyes feel heavy.
i blinked.
and oh, a star fell onto my palm. it felt bitter.
