itz finally here.
ever since the meeting, i was wondering when mine will come.
it finally came, and i've gotta do something about it.
actually since jct which turned out to be catastrophic i saw it coming.
a few years back i saw people around me landed themselves in this mess, but never thought it could be so close. coz back then, itz almost impossible to fail any subject, of course ss will be the only exception. but guess what? other than gp i also failed maths, if not for their one-mark moderation which in the end, i got a pathetic e.
pathetic, i repeat.
a term i used to use so often that it became cliche a few years ago.
then i stopped using it when i changed environment(and changed again of course), never thought that one fine day, this word would come back around. this time, itz used by me, ON me.
the girl in my mirror is getting way more irritating now. the hair seems forever messy. i just wanna give her a big fat slap, so that she can wake up.
stop deluding yourself in the fairytale of yours. life is too pricless to be wasted away. and come to think of it, you have wasted five months in total. jct should be your alarm.
wake up.
buck up.
get up.