i forgot to blog abt this just now.
szeying's dog died ytday. that chiwawa that looks like a pomeranian.
for the past few months we have been talking about gigi if she were our friend. her pics were passed around. she seemed to be our common topic, and sze ying's really proud of her. ignore the fact that she is obese -.-
she was like a friend. and out of a sudden she is gone. for long, for good. it felt like a part missing somewhere. not to mention sze ying. gigi has become a part of us, and obviously a big part of sy's life. bidding goodbye is never easy, especially when you dont even know that that was a goodbye. according to jiayi, gigi waited for sy to come home, came up to her, looked at her for awhile, and walked back to her 'bed', lay down, and never got up. she waited for sy to come home, just to say goodbye to her. *tears*
so the poor girl felt extremely awful today. i didnt know what to say to her to make her feel better. such thing can only self-heal. itz absurd to tell her to forget. how can you forget a friend who is now long-gone? all i could do was to treat as tho nth happened, and talked to her like normal days.
but the truth is, i felt sad too. for her, for gigi.
itz her birthday tomorrow. i want her to be happy. i want my friends to be happy on their birthdays.
-will i be happy on my birthday?-
