hello. im here again. blogging has already assimilated into my life such that itz almost impossible to not blog at least once a day. sounds pretty like drug addiction.
when things are pushing me into a corner where i can retreat no further, the only thing i can do is to push them back to prevent myself from being crushed. oh how i hope such thing does not come at this time. im busy enough.
but yet again, itz nobody's fault.
pw is getting on my nerves. now i think i did sound rude to ng cc this morning. i was just being frank. alright, im a student and he is a teacher. he deserves his due respect(tho i often question what he says) and our class just somehow fails to give sometimes. hmm.
discovery of the day :
i look like a mouse.
i noe ppl will go huh? but haha, datz what yongyi said over the dinner table. she said she thinks i like ppl who look like me. i went huh? as well when i first heard.
but what luying said weeks ago kind of reinforced yy's comment. i like ppl who look like mouse, and luying once said we(mickey and me) look quite alike:) hahaha.
absurd i know, but what more can i say? time is running out.
the best thing for now is to continue the way it is, ie me looking at him occassionally instead of creating opportunities as many told me to. itz silly, but im sort of used to it.
some people are just meant to be looked at only. some people are meant to only look at others. for nothing will ever happen, nothing can. and so happen im one of the some people here, to only able to look from afar. and even when we are just next to each other, we are practically countries apart. :(
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im getting a little worried now. feeling unsecured. of many contributing factors to my sense of unsecurity, academic results are still most troubling.
when i look back at what i blogged, what startle me most is my command of english.
how demoralising, what a disillusionment, how unconvincing.
