asean dance. just for one night. and one night it was, to live a night of dreams.
indeed, it felt like a dream. it was so silly of me to have 'swings' for one whole week before the night! i hopped to and fro from deciding to go and not to go. even after i finally bought the silver heels(which at that time, i decided to go) i had swings again. it felt like a chore to dress up and put make up, so i didnt wana go. thanks to yongyi for psychoing me, i put on the blue-violet dress.
BUT!! the dress didnt felt like how it felt a year ago! that means i m FAT-ter! at that instance i almost wanted to take it off. but in the end, after putting my eyeshadow(which i thought was quite satisfactory as it turned out to be how i wanted it and not heavy at all!) i felt like a new me.
so i went.
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i did not expect sth like that would happen. i mean, i know almost nobody there. mind you, most of them were not going at all. then he came around.
somehow being natural was natural throughout the dance. a point im glad about. alright, i admit, the dance lasted til first love, which was the grand finale.
my reactions and thought needed one night worth of sleep to surface. i never thought of anything during the dance, or even after the dance, when before i entered the female block with the girls that i received flower from him(again). it was onli after i woke up today, when my mind gathered all the scenes from last night and pieced them together, then it struck me.
i started thinking of things i should have not done, things that appeared embarrassing, and of coz, wad he did and said during the dance.
maybe im thinking too much. so, no more thinking ald.
but somehow, certain things he said created a smile in me.
oh no.
