i screwed up i screwed up i screwed the mass dances all up!!!!
cant believe it. i've been waiting for so long to be able to do vj mass dance one more time, just one more time. and finally i had it, and poof! i screwed up my long awaited opportunity to perform again!!
feel like slapping the girl in my mirror.
i dunno when will be my next chance. next precious chance.
set aside mass dance, everything that happened today was quite rewarding. i thought my labour day holiday would be boring but no! thanks to ct council i've got sth to do huaha.
it was sth like being volunteers to this some kind of gathering for volunteers in st andrew's community hosp(or charity hosp? i forgot the name). itz in simei btw. so yongyi and i went to treehouse and we thought we were late, but apparently we were not. so we were briefed abt the stuff we would be doing, but ahaha, i was all the way lost ha.
then i ended up being game marshall for my group! group 2. i expected them to be shy or wadever, then they turned out to be so enthu! wahsai totally unexpected u noe. then they were so sporting! sorry yeah i din empty every puzzle from the bag so we were the last to finish! i feel so awful haha. but all the while i was enjoying myself wif them.
i realize i enjoy doing this kind of work. perhaps coz i was doing it wif the victorians? i oso dunno. but i felt this sense of achievement when they complimented on my dancing on stage, and not forgetting, my shoe falling off haha. my shoe fell off when i was doing neutron! and they saw it haha. but still cant believe i screwed neutron up.
b4 we even started the games we jumped down and formed another smaller circle inside the large circle formed by them, and did whiney whiney. AND voila! i screwed it up again! oh man i just realized we forgot to do the square dance aft doing sexy eyes! that accounted for the extra music we had before pushing ppl in!
-listening to noah's ark now-
like wad shirley said, u feel happy because u've brought joy to others. i still remember how i smiled when one after another told me they had great time and thanks for wad we've done. i'm happy i did sth useful today, instead of bumming in my room.
then went parkway wif shirley and samuel. he left way before us. had a really long talk wif shirley in yoshi. and she's so nice! she stayed wif me in the bus stop, waiting for my bus wif me when she could just cross the road and go back vh! so sweet! thanks shirley! it really meant sth u noe...
and i couldnt recognize ahnaf! he was waving at me and it took me quite some time to figure out who he was! wah handsome sia haha... u look better without glasses trust me. me too:)
which reminds me of the chances that they may go back and turn down this scholarship. frankly i dun want any of them to leave. i hate to say goodbyes, esp to my frens. i've said it during jae, but we are at least still within reach. if they ever go back, thatz gonna be really far away.
but i guess we've gotta say goodbyes alot of times right?
