Tuesday, May 30, 2006 17:17
i can see the day approaching...
the big day.
the HUGE day.
THAT day.
-.-'
my room now is like timeless zone. without xiruo there reminding me of how much time i've left (in case u wonder why, she ald flown back to china!!!) my clock died as well. so if u walk into my room, u wont find any trace of time passing by! and i guess thatz wad i experienced ytday, the first night without my roomate.
i packed my clothes to be brought back! yay some of the new clothes i bought here! im so happy. all i need to pack tonight is those stuff i'd need to use. and my accessories. and tmr night i'll deal with the NOTES im bringing back. which is like the whole stack? rawr.
but im glad im finally going home. at the same time, i find it troublesome too. oink. gotta take passport. gotta find my way to farrer park. gotta queue so long in the checkpoint. gotta lug my luggage through the johor custom. and finally! EIGHT bloody hours on bus! im so gonna study on bus man... mark my words heh.
despite all the trouble, i still wanna go home!
home at last! erm... two days in advance?
hah. if only mickey mouse has not gone home yet... heheh.
Monday, May 29, 2006 19:13
finally bought my bus tix. what a day.
one thing worth mentioning - dunman finally did something worthwhile. they are putting air con in the dining hall. wahahah. and be rest assured i'll frequent that place more.
i was dragging my heavy feet back, step by step into the hostel. then i passed the dining hall. i was stunned for quite a while. something was missing. and guess what they were? the DOORS! ok more of grillings than doors. yeah all the steel grils were gone! haha the dining area reminded me of building about to be demolished.
but i quite look forward to seeing the fully air-conditioned dining area tho. such a long period without air con. and i miss nanyang again.
people just wont cherish what they have. they only know how to mourn over things that are lost. things that never come back. it is when u lost something that u realize how much it means to you. and why do we feel that way?
itz all because we take things for granted.
***and to the whoever im talking about here, dont take me for granted.
you wont like it when i turn nasty, you know that.***
Sunday, May 28, 2006 10:15
bloody SORETHROAT. spoiled my day.
well actually, it could be a blessing in disguise. at least i can bring 'peace' to my frens hahah! they finally have peace, as according to yongyi.
hrmph, wait till i recover. and i'll pester u all AGAIN.
met chinsian in bugis ytday. and evon joined us halfway. there was this 'yong bu yan bai' thingy going on in bugis junction and oh man, i tell u, i think i've got homophobia! not scared of humans but scared of seeing throngs of heads moving ard! it was so cramped there ok. cramped everywhere. bugis junction, seiyu, bugis street. *shivers*
we went ard, supposed to be window shopping but hahah... temptations are everywhere! we nearly wanted to buy necklace from this shop when evon called us. i think somehow she saved us from spending another ten bucks. coz both cs and me were interested in different necklaces at that time. we din buy in the end. i dunno abt cs but i still want that necklace! itz really pretty, and can go wif my giordano PINK top. yeah.
we din really buy stuff until evon came. whoa what an influence she was! this girl ar.. feeling like kicking her butt. whenever i look at accessories, she'll start nagging and nagging. rawr. but both of us bought shirts from bugis street, ten bucks each. itz nice. hahah, and she said she desperately need tops coz she cant afford to repeat her clothes every three four days! that's it babe, u r in poly, itz fashion show hahah. bet cha miss wearing skul u, all u nid to do every morn is just to pull the same thing over without thinking much abt how to match it wif stuffs. hah. but i DO stone in front of the face mirror for quite SOME time every morn.. heheh. now that i wear contacts... face matters.
ok so breakdown of ytday: ten bucks for nice shirt, and five bucks for giordano basic. i can wear that to sleep man. itz so comfy! i love giordano material. and that series of basics wasnt that cheap. haha, itz singapore sale again! that's how i get cheap stuff.
and i realize my roomate and i have similar taste! last time i saw this top from s&k. i din buy that time coz i din need. then she bought and i realized itz the SAME kind of top and the colour that i liked! then ytday when i told her abt this new s&k top i saw in bugis, she oso said she saw one she liked in s&k too! both of us took turns to describe the top and it turned out to be the same top! wahahah! and the same colour sommore! hahah! i dun think im buying it in sg. of coz not in malaysia for sure. but i told her if she sees it in china, the same top sommore, then she will help me buy it. yeah, itz far cheaper than in sg or malaysia!
it always feels nice after shopping. esp with ur buddies.
***
now i wonder, do i really miss you around?
dun ask me. i dunno.
SORETHROAT.
Saturday, May 27, 2006 11:19
oh my goodness what happened to my blogger?!?! it turned out completely different!
anyway it was so coincidential that i was sitting at the table next to mickey mouse ytday during dinner. jessie was there and so we went over to sit wif her. poor jessie, sprained her ankle. wahhaha. oops.
one interesting point to note is that many of us seem to have changed over the months of jc life. i dunno abt my change, but im sure there is SOME. is it for the better or the worse? i cant tell. but some changed for the better, some changed in a different direction, maybe i nid time to accept the change.
so many of my frens are going back or have already gone home. and they are mostly victorians. why is there always this subtle difference btn us aft i've moved to tj?
sometimes i really feel like im one of them. or m i not now?
and he's going back today. he asked me to see him off. but i guess i shall not play along this time. im tired of losing the game.
safe journey, my FRIEND.
Friday, May 26, 2006 16:50
ok i confess. i din go skul today. reason? quite obvious iznt it? dun say i PON, say i FORGOT to wake up.
ha.
and im not the only person not going skul today. i saw so MANY of us in the hostel this morning. wahaha. everyone FORGOT to wake up. sleepy period huh.
i went orchard coz i couldnt tahan the boredom being in the room with noting except my cd. haiyo.
and got pangseh-ed by my fren.
wadever la k.
RAWR.
so irritated.
no more ice cream treat. bleah.
but there was this one tiny weeny thing that brightened up my day abit. yongyi sent me this msg when i was walking along orchard. "mickey mouse is the referee for skipping"
and i literally laughed on the spot. coz itz hard to imagine him doing such stuff. wahahah. well at least the thought of mickey mouse serve some purpose.
shall say no more, if not i'll be crowned as "flower queen".
Thursday, May 25, 2006 19:55
tj kicked off their sports carnival 2006! loads of funny stuff happened. haha. this includes karen discovered she woke up late at seven! oh man so she decided not to come skul. and jiale sprained her left ankle. guess how she did that? she was reading a msg from her nj fren and apparently the msg was abt sui hang and she missed a step and voila! a sprained ankle. classic iznt it? to spice the classic-ness, this funny girl hurt her ankle more by yanking off her shoes to put ice on the swelling! goodness. and when we wanted to go over to the sports comp she even slipped under LT1! lolz...
oops sorry jiale wahaha. but nvm! we gave her a surprise(and a pleasant one) to spice up her mundane day of just sitting at the grand stand coz she couldnt play anything with her sprained ankle. this idea just came to me and i told weifen suzzy szeying and jazreel, and all said yess! here it goes:
we dedicated a song to jiale, but wrote down there itz from 'charcoal'. haha. guess u all noe who charcoal is right? im sure she'll be super delighted wahahah. then szeying and i spotted 'true to your heart'! and all of us think that was the right song wahahah! and here is our dedication:
"happy belated burfday! i'm 'true to your heart'. wahahah! ok now be serious. must rest well ok and take care of your sprained ankle. and remember not to read msgs while walking anymore!"
she nearly fell for the joke! she was stunned at first when she heard 'charcoal' and the song was for her! but haiya, once she heard the dedication she immediately knew itz from us! i hope it brightened ur day girl!
sports carnival is still on tomorrow. but eeyer.. i dun feel like going tomorrow. hmm, see how i feel tonight first. oh yeah, forgot to mention, szeying, hengpei, weifen, jiale and i watched da vince code today!
Wednesday, May 24, 2006 16:25
ahaha! itz this chain thing going on in blogs haha. ppl have been making each other do it so i guess i shall just play along. anyway itz just for fun iznt it?
this came from oddball's tagg. so the more i shall respond. oddball u feel honoured anot?
***
name 20 ppl u can think of right now at the top of your head. don't read the questions below until u write the names of all 20 ppl. at the end tagg at least 5 ppl.
(u can guess who will b the first right?)
1. lee kee
2. mickey mouse (wahahahah)
3. xiruo
4. yongyi
5. weifen
6.shuzhen
7. hengpei
8. jiale
9. he li
10. sebastian
11. sharon
12. angelina
13. amanda
14. chinsian
15. evon
16. titus
17. luying
18. christin
19. linlin
20. ODDBALL!
lemme go back and see the questions.....
1. how did u meet 14?
who is 14... oh! i sat beside her in poilam and had real fun time together! rock on girl!
2. what would you do if you've never met 1?
huh? i would... never buy sony ericsson?
3. what would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
SCREAMMM~~~~~ im sure they wont. both are girls and both are STRAIGHT. i think.
4. did u ever like 19?
do i look 'deviated'? she was my cute cute roomate ma.
5. would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
never think abt it man!
6. describe 3.
preety, smart, good chatterbox, skinny, good figure, big eyes, really caring, nice roomate to have for the year, wont get fat even if u feed her a cow, same as me.....
7. do u think 8 is attractive?
oh yes. she got her own charm. really nice aft you know her. real joker.
8. tell me something abt 7.
the world is so small lor. jialin told me hengpei was her og mate. then she was ruth's good fren in chungching. and how she's my closer fren in class too. can crap quite alot. just de... abit cannot see cute guys one. she told me SA no cute guys! i wonder wad she was looking at during pae...
9. do u noe any of 12's family?
i saw her mom? no la of coz. they are all in china.
10. wad's 8's favourite?
hehehehehe..... charcoal. *wink wink* u noe who i mean. oops.
11. what would you do when 18 confesses he/she likes you?
no such thing lar...
12. what language(s) does 15 speak?
chinese, english, malay, canto, mumbling, sleep talking...
13. who is 9 going out with?
no one in particular YET. she always goes out wif me tho.
14. how old is 16 now?
17 -_-" lame question.
15. when was the last time u talked to 13?
this afternoon?
16. what is 2's favourite band/singer?
*paiseh* i dunno. i only look at him.
17. would you ever date 4?
oh we always date wahaha. go parkway. go shopping. even eat together very often.
18. would you ever date 7?
hmm.. we can try going out together.
19. is 15 single?
hehex... i wont tell you dat her lao gong is in malaysia. did i say anything?
20. what is 10's last name?
quek .... donald duck wahahah.
21. would you ever be in serious relationship with 11?
huh?
22. which skul does 3 go to?
TJC
23. where does 6 live?
aljunied. and boonlay.
24. what's fav thing abt 5?
she slacker! hahah always crap with me. funny girl with funny expressions. she's the first person i noe in my class. wahaha.
13:07
ache in the head that makes it split = SpLitTiNG headache.
that's the equation i formulated on my way back to dunman.
take it literally. word for word. my head really felt like itz been splitted into two by some wadever rusty axe. the stinging pain is right in the middle of my forehead, above my nose. and for one moment i thought i was getting a fever.
the bad thing abt this kind of headache is that u cant lift ur head. itz like a thousand tonnes heavy. or maybe heavier. the eyes cant be wide open as well. coz light triggers the pain from within.
the good thing is u get to skip skul. tho i din skip today. and suffered series of unfortunate events such as seeing the ground as surface of a pond. ever moving, as if waves are forming. i cant even be sure if therez any bump or holes anot coz everything just looked so... wavy. -_-''
so sorry guys! being such an ice blanket. sorry for leaving u guys when the fun had just started. and sorry for not eating the cake oso. i would very much like to, u noe that *wink* but i really couldnt stand straight. oh and i hope u guys like the little prezzie...
be rest assured that those are lil things 27/06 will give us on our burfdays. i hope u guys can see that we nid to be as one. one class, one spirit. no one is neglected, no one feels left out. and so everyone is equal, and everyone will have everyone's name written on that candle holder.
well, just a wishful thot on my part.
***
i saw a kid, primary skul kid, running in my direction as i alighted. oh, and i realized he was catching the bus which was about to leave. how innocent he looked. the smile on the face, the thots in his head... all so familiar. i remember i had them before, but have i lost them now? or merely just 'misplaced'? then i saw an old man trying his best to walk quickly towards the bus. he had a bit of a problem with his legs. age and rheumatism catching up i suppose.
he turned out to be the kid's grandpa. and he was carrying this primary-skul-kid kind of skul bag. then it dawned on me. he is the kid's grandpa and he was sending his grandson to skul.
it was just so familiar. reminiscent of my past. a sense of nostalgia i felt when both of them boarded the bus i alighted. for one second i felt like turning back, and hop on the bus and follow them. for no reason of coz. or maybe there is?
the kid was probably running late for skul. he has no worries at all. all he cares about is whether he will get punished for late coming. and if he doesnt, his funfair begins again. having fun wif the other kids is just wad he does everyday. he saw his bus, and ran to catch it. but his grandpa is old, and cant walk fast. he tried his best, he knows his baby is running late.
i wonder, after years when the kid becomes a young man, will he remember the days where his grandpa sent him to skul? or will he be just like me, tend to put these small chapters of his life behind everything, and forget about it eventually? and when one fine day he rediscovered the chapters he's misplaced, would he be as nostalgic?
we are always kids in our elders' eyes. no matter how big we've grown to be. they never forget all the details about us, but wad do we remember abt them? we really need to think.
i miss popo. she is like a big tree, always sheltering me from rain or thunder or anything. whenever im sick i never felt sick coz she's always there for me. i miss the fud she makes. always nice. always enough for me. i never once felt hungry before. coz she's there. i want her to be here so so much. im having headache. if she were here she'll do sth that makes the pain go away.
huh. itz only now when i have headache that i realize how much i miss her. i think now even talking to her is enough to relieve the pain.
I WANT TO GO HOOOOOOMMMMMMMEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!
rawr. i guess ppl have to grow up. and this means self dependence. how i wish i could go back to that primary skul gal. if i can have a second chance, i'm very sure i'll be a better person.
Monday, May 22, 2006 19:29
please give me two boxes on my face.
ivy wake up please!!!!!
i learnt my lesson. a solution to ultimate embarrassment (esp in front of ur eyecandy) is as follows:
never speak of the devil in public places in tj such as the tj canteen! dunno why in the world is the canteen so freaky. for a few times i said things like "i din see mickey mouse today" or "i wonder if they will see mickey mouse" or things along this line, things that have to do wif mickey mouse, he'll for sure appear in front of me!
and please, he could have heard me! wah piang eh!
and it happened again today. huh. it all started when yy sent me a msg. then i spotted him. as he turned into my direction i quickly looked back at my food. then my whole table went into this hoo haa abt mickey mouse. wah piang then i was so so so so embarrassed coz the moment i told mary i din board the same bus as him he walked past my table!!!! wah seh how much more coincidential can this get. then as we were joking i turned my head and i got the scare of my life.
MICKEY MOUSE WAS JUST BEHIND ME!!
and we were joking abt the issue sommore.
RAWR. wad if he heard?
this is utterly embarrassing.
y do i always do things that will ultimate result in self embarrassment!
Wednesday, May 17, 2006 19:56
im painstakingly blogging now.
for those who knew what happened, yeah, u will know. but for those who dont, here's the summary of what happened.
pe yesterday. captain's ball. i forgot who threw the ball so i went to intercept. yeah, i caught the ball and passed it to my teamates. then there was this sharp pain in my left ring finger. it looked perfectly fine to me that time, so i continued playing. then two more catches and sent me out of the game coz the agony experienced was just too piercing! my finger then looked ABIT swollen, so shihui asked me to put ice.
and i did.
i could not bend nor could i straighten the pathetic finger. then i applied SLIGHT pressure on it today, and it looked like it has been brutally abused.
somehow it looked like miniature taiwan sausage because of the redness.
OUCH!
yeah, that was me unknowing (again) grabbed my hp wif my left hand. forgetting my poor taiwan sausage.
oh yeah, and indra said today that maybe i dislocated my finger during the impact, so it swelled and bled inside. then he gave me this medicine to be applied on the sausage. he said it'll be gone in three or four days.
wah, i hope it really works.
thanks indra!
itz so nice living in a hostel! so many ppl to seek help from!
i woke up with such serious pms that i din even have the mood to go skul. i din have the mood to do anything, let alone staring at mickey mouse. so i din care if he boarded the bus anot. and i din bother to keep a lookout for him in skul.
BUT after all the stuff i had the whole day i was back to normal during dinner. and guess what? he sat at the table just opposite me!! i was like jumping inside la. such a good view. for a few times i felt like holding up my fone and take pic of him! but haha of coz i chickened out in the end. i cant do such thing, can i??
but it was so refreshing to see him ard... him and his mousey face. so cute!
Monday, May 15, 2006 17:33
let me kick off my post with a daily dosage of boycrazy stuff.
mickey mousey din board the same bus as me today! he was late for breakfast haha.
and i believe the bus was early la.. we had to run across the overhead bridge to catch the bus! phew luckily we managed to board haha.
and i suspect someone was involved in some road accident somewhere near tj if not outside.
ooh, sounds creepy. but we saw lots of those chinese burning papers outside tj when we alighted. it looked really like those in chinese drama, where someone died on the road due to road accident and other ppl burn those papers at the place where the person.. erm... died.
aih, i'd better not say anymore. im watching this creepy drama series abt investigation to the netherworld....
i shall say no more.
Sunday, May 14, 2006 15:02
finally finally FINALLY im blogging. the hostel internet connection is sufficient to drive me nutz.
i can go msn but cannot blog. what nonsense?
actually i've forgotten what i wanna blog.
but here's come boycrazy bitz:
mickey mouse din appear today!
ok that was totally random.
and hengpei 'complimented' my newly changed nickname "i hope boyfriends are still boyfriends after they stop being boyfriends".
"very philosophical.... itz an oxymoron... care to enlighten me... for two seemingly contradictory statements to make sense..."
and i bought cleo! of all things...
and i should go on another shopping ban. this time, until june hols.
this is a punishment for buying that cute cute tote. itz really cute u noe. then now i find joy in changing bags everyday!
and a sneak peek to the boycrazy me : i hope mickey mouse realize i change bag!
ok that was TOTALLY random.
***
and i changed my fone! itz like finally! itz sony ericsson. yayy!
somehow im sick of 3100.
NOW.
have u ever wondered how come certain things appear so familiar, and yet u noe for sure u havent experienced it before?
it may be connected to ur past life......
scary huh?
RAWRRR
Thursday, May 11, 2006 20:39
i feel like an IDIOT. know wad IDIOT means?
i dunno what got into my head recently, but i feel like i got totally out of my mind.
what was i doing?!?!?!?!
now almost everyone knows who mickey mouse is. and i think i really stared at him so explicitly that he himself knows im staring at him.
i must have looked so IDIOTIC in his eyes.
the most important thing is that i actually DID it. wad de hell.
i feel like wearing a mask everytime i go to dunman canteen. the j2s are everywhere la.
and the biggest blow came from xiruo. she said she saw him looking in my direction when i was clearing my plate. mind you, there are so many malaysian j2s there.
argh~~~~~~ there goes my image!!!!
urgh!@!!
and bloody hell psycho needs a 300 word report on my big 5 psychometric test!
wad my strengths and weaknesses.
NOW my biggest weakness is embarrassing myself in front of mickey mouse!!!
and be the biggest joke among the malaysians!!! argh!!!!
Wednesday, May 10, 2006 16:22
reviewed my fone usage mar-apr 2006. i realized my main usage is sms.
hmm.. i think i really got this phone-dependant syndrome, whereby i cant be separated from my fone! or rather, my fone cant be separated from me? haha itz an identity, whereby both sides of the equation are valid for any value of x.
aiyo wad is this.
maths lec test tmr. oh man. APGP. totally gone case. can u imagine i just discovered wad sigma means a few days ago? and APGP was like totally huh during lectures.
not dat i AP or wad. but i really see stars every maths lecture. i doubt i know my work.
and everyone is like telling me the same thing. is jc really liddat?
but i dun like to see stars. coz this kind of stars is enuff to make me dizzy.
and i think im not only seeing stars. i can see the entire galaxy ald.
a few more lectures like this and i'll be able to tell u how the entire universe looks like.
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 20:04
they cancelled group pe so i went to watch volleyball match wif yongyi.
tj vs vj.
and tj won.
i support both so im happy if either wins.
guys dun be disappointed. you ppl did great. waikin and weixin. i went to support u two actually.
and tj definitely lose to vj in terms of cheering.
Monday, May 08, 2006 14:41
i want a new phone.
i want a new phone line.
i want money.
rawr...
Sunday, May 07, 2006 11:20
i missed breakfast AGAIN. somehow weekends and breakfasts dont work together for me. if i get breakfast, that means itz not weekends. huh. if this continues, i think my shadow is gonna get smaller.
hc band concert. i was so surprised to see kaishi! she was the emcee for the night, together with this guy uhm... darryl or darren or sth liddat. starts wif d. sorry cant rmb ur name. the whole concert i was wif cs and evon. haiz, itz been so long since we last sat down and ate together. and now, one person is missing still. likoon. hah. when will our next time be? wif everybody eating together.
i really hope frenships can be preserved, unfaltered and unaffected by years.
ish that ever possible?
i would wanna know.
would frenship turn sour when relationship sets in?
would frens still remain frens aft being rejected?
would i even have the courage to confess in the beginning?
Thursday, May 04, 2006 14:50
itz been so long since i last blogged. or so i felt.
***
new realization: there are certain things which you said you will never forget, but after quite some time, you realize you've forgotten bit by bit, til no more. and the irony is that you wont know you've forgotten til you see it again!
i remember i told myself, i would nvr forget everything abt vj. bla bla bla. however it was only until monday that i realized how much i've forgotten.
i've forgotten abt the scent of the morning walk, esp passing neptune court.
i've forgotten abt the sight of fresh green leaves and the feel of their waxy cuticle under my fingers.
the feeling of climbing onto the tree house.
the sight of soccer guys training and the thrill in spotting my eyecandy.
EX-eyecandy.
the snapple machine, and the 'thump' when the bottle falls down.
the band room door.
the stink as u walk pass the field.
there are so many things i've forgotten.
huh.
Monday, May 01, 2006 21:53
itz so ridiculous coz im blogging again.
-listening to noah's ark still-
inspiring song. therez this movement called 'song of hope', after the movement 'storm'. yeah, there'z always hope after a storm. if u persevere and pull through the storm, u'll definitely see hope.
someone sent me this inspiring email, wif many quotes. how true are they? i wanna know.
-happiness comes through doors you didnt even know you left open.
-don't CRY because itz over, SMILE because it happened.
and last but not least
-you may be only one person in the world,
but you may also be the world to one person.
am i?
20:51
i screwed up i screwed up i screwed the mass dances all up!!!!
cant believe it. i've been waiting for so long to be able to do vj mass dance one more time, just one more time. and finally i had it, and poof! i screwed up my long awaited opportunity to perform again!!
feel like slapping the girl in my mirror.
i dunno when will be my next chance. next precious chance.
set aside mass dance, everything that happened today was quite rewarding. i thought my labour day holiday would be boring but no! thanks to ct council i've got sth to do huaha.
it was sth like being volunteers to this some kind of gathering for volunteers in st andrew's community hosp(or charity hosp? i forgot the name). itz in simei btw. so yongyi and i went to treehouse and we thought we were late, but apparently we were not. so we were briefed abt the stuff we would be doing, but ahaha, i was all the way lost ha.
then i ended up being game marshall for my group! group 2. i expected them to be shy or wadever, then they turned out to be so enthu! wahsai totally unexpected u noe. then they were so sporting! sorry yeah i din empty every puzzle from the bag so we were the last to finish! i feel so awful haha. but all the while i was enjoying myself wif them.
i realize i enjoy doing this kind of work. perhaps coz i was doing it wif the victorians? i oso dunno. but i felt this sense of achievement when they complimented on my dancing on stage, and not forgetting, my shoe falling off haha. my shoe fell off when i was doing neutron! and they saw it haha. but still cant believe i screwed neutron up.
b4 we even started the games we jumped down and formed another smaller circle inside the large circle formed by them, and did whiney whiney. AND voila! i screwed it up again! oh man i just realized we forgot to do the square dance aft doing sexy eyes! that accounted for the extra music we had before pushing ppl in!
-listening to noah's ark now-
like wad shirley said, u feel happy because u've brought joy to others. i still remember how i smiled when one after another told me they had great time and thanks for wad we've done. i'm happy i did sth useful today, instead of bumming in my room.
then went parkway wif shirley and samuel. he left way before us. had a really long talk wif shirley in yoshi. and she's so nice! she stayed wif me in the bus stop, waiting for my bus wif me when she could just cross the road and go back vh! so sweet! thanks shirley! it really meant sth u noe...
and i couldnt recognize ahnaf! he was waving at me and it took me quite some time to figure out who he was! wah handsome sia haha... u look better without glasses trust me. me too:)
which reminds me of the chances that they may go back and turn down this scholarship. frankly i dun want any of them to leave. i hate to say goodbyes, esp to my frens. i've said it during jae, but we are at least still within reach. if they ever go back, thatz gonna be really far away.
but i guess we've gotta say goodbyes alot of times right?
