time is the universal solvent. itz so polar that it sucks away all ur feelings and relationships no matter how strong u think u've fostered. and every molecule just dissociates, scattered and dispersed in space.
try catching bits and pieces of dissociated particles in air. hard iznt it?
sometimes itz really not up to any one of us to decide what to do and what not, just to salvage a broken relationship or one on the verge of breaking down. itz not as easy as you just say, oh, if i be a little more active then he/she wont feel neglected or outcasted. im not referring to anyone in particular here. im sure many of us have experienced this before. i myself was landed into this kind of situations thousands of times.
that is why i dread goodbyes. coz u'll never know.
and i dun wanna know.
but somehow i always know. however contradictory it may sound.
however close you are at this point of time to that person, aft months or maybe years being apart from each other, will you be very certain you can sit in starbucks and talk for long time if you ever meet him/her again some other day?
i wouldnt know.
