i stayed in skul til 3 sth for gp! claps for ivy! i did so much for that freaky subject!
again, tj resembles ny so much. bleah. cant believe it. i'm still within the shadows of nanyang. rmb ivle? tj has the exact same thing too. worse, the layout of the website is exactly the same. literally i mean. just that they changed the colours.
MY GOSH
frankly speaking, i nvr enjoyed ny much. if i said i was happy last two years in sg, it was purely becoz of the way i spend my days. NOT in skul. and the ppl i was with.
all ny girls and tjcian, if u think i'm this unloyal person to the skuls and u r super duper angry wif me, go ahead. i've reached a point where i just couldnt care less abt wad others think. tolerance level has reached the max. so the volcano erupts.
and mind u, if u dun run, u'll melt in the hot larva.
two years. i've lived in such life-less life for two years. when i entered jc at first i thot finally, i can walk out of all those constraints and restrictions and bla bla bla. finally can breathe in air of freedom. and that was perfectly wad vj gave me. again i stress i'm not comparing anything. i'm merely stating the facts. i nid to vent my anger whatsoever here. i'm utterly disappointed.
i wanna leave. fly free. but i dun wanna do it alone. why do i end up alone everytime?
i was the only person to come here.
i was the only person who left vj.
i m still the only one left.
perhaps i'm fated to go back to shadows and remain there? but i dun want to be reduced to shadows. i dun like.
but i could do nothing.
rawr.