april/may is such a performing arts season for all jcs in singapore. oh man. concerts after concerts. performances aft performances. itz even worse when u have frens in different skuls. that depletes ur balance even more. waah. but i cant say i dun wanna go right, when i really wanna go. and i cant say i dun wanna go when my frens are performing!
oink.
i realize i've been losing my cool quite frequently recently. grrr. my temper is getting from bad to worse. like wad ppl always say " temperamental. 90% temper, 10% mental". ha. so i think i shall join caligraphy. itz been so long since i last touched my beloved brush. and the ink. and the paper. my gosh. itz gonna feel reminiscent man. im gonna train my patience and perseverence. that's what i need to go on.
leo meeting was boring. the nominees were doing self intro. the process was really patience demanding. we sort of dozed off or played hp or talked nonsense. i even saw ppl sleeping. so obvious. and this continued til john started speaking. haha he has this charismatic voice (according to abi) which reverberates in the LT, which woke everybody up almost instantly. esp the girls haha. he's running for pres, and i think he has gotten all the girls' votes ald la! steady man john! haha. oh and i forgot to mention, abi, im not fond of him la.dont give me that look lols. i called his name coz i noe him only! that's all!
oh, but if u wanna get 'closer' to him, i'm very glad to be of help:) just ask!
up til this point, i still wonder if leo is wad i really want.
huh. maybe band will make matters less complicated.
but i think itz too late.
too late. why is it always too late?
