i saw the most shocking thing today. it threw me off my feet instantaneously. i was completely awed, surprised, shocked, horrified and i could do nothing but to root on the ground and open my eyes and mouth wide.
now i say i look fine. i shall never complain i'm skinny, boney or wadever. and if u say i'm super skinny, u havent seen.
i have, and i saw my nightmare. in tj. aft bio lec. in LT1.
proceed with caution. the prose below may contain disturbing facts to the young and pure minds.
as i was walking out of LT2 wif the rest, my eyes rested on this.. erm.. teacher, who is obviously very 'outstanding' among the crowd. oh actually she was just in front of me. what was so special? her ability to stay alive. i'm not joking. picture this: u see a stick (literally) walking in front of u.
her shoulder bones were shown beneath her thin mango shirt. u can see her entire frame. her elbows were so pointed that i wondered if they can kill. as she walked her right arm was swinging gently generating the momentum. but this iznt the point. the soft bone just beneath her wrist seemed to be fighting itz way out of her skin! her collarbone protruded so much out of her that u can put glass marble balls on it. i'm serious. do i look like i'm joking? her back iznt any better. i could see her backbone. just how many ppl's backbone can show if u are not REALLY skinny? and the two bones were simply jutting out to much. i think it hurts if anyone just accidentally bang onto them. i pity the one who banged into her. and her knees! though she was wearing this loose fitting long pants, i could see her knees when she walked! they seem so angular, that i think if u desperately need a set sq and u dun have it, ask her to measure for u by bending her knees.
i amazed at how she can still be alive.
hurh! let me breathe fresh air. i think i'm fainting soon.
i am not going to let myself lose weight anymore. no more. i dont want to look like that. no. i'll eat and eat till i'm 45kg.
