i hear the horns! and trumpets! and bones! but i just dont hear the euphos! whyyy???? hearing them prac new world symphony reminded me of the days i spend in nycb and vjcsb... how reminiscent, how bittersweet... ah.. how memorable.
syf, we complained. on that day, we cried. aft arts fest, itz really when we felt that itz over. and wished time could u-turn, and go back to syf again.
perhaps itz just too much memories. perhaps itz too bittersweet. perhaps, i should just forget.
and forget means put band behind. means dun go back. maybe.
but no one can just dump everything behind just like that. u cant act as though nothing happened. u just cant. no matter how much u wanna forget, u still rmb. just like wad xiruo said, everything that happened in vj was like a dream to her. to me as well. itz only in a dream that i can enjoy so much. feel so happy. shed so much tears. go through emotional rollercoaster. perhaps it IS a dream, that's why i'm back to reality. i'm back to my old life. i thought i could start anew in vj, but yes, dreams will end. and mine has ended. so open ur eyes, and all u see is...
N O W
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forgive me for not able to put things down.
fang bu xia, zhi yin tai mei li. mei li de chuan shuo yong yuan zhi shi ge chuan shuo. dan que suo zhu bu shao ren de xin. ni zen jiao ya men ba ta wang que?
