went to kuala kangsar today. seems like ages since i last visited them. which is quite true. i din go last year, din go the year before. i think, abt two years ald. yupp, and this time, all of the elders looked significantly older than before, which constantly reminded me of the toll time has taken on them.
and why am i talking like an old woman abt life being so 无奈?
madness.
as usual, woke up at ard 9 when i was supposed to get up at 730. boo. rushed thru everything including my bfast. and to find that the shirt was too big for me. so gave it to sis. phew lucky man, the shirt is GREEN. eew. started off at 11, reached 四舅公 hse abt 12 sth.
ooh, and the dogs grew so MUCH!!! 小白became白白, 小花became花花, cox they are no longer 小. laxy is still the same, but his size is humongous. and so i was reminded of the time that has passed. then riverside. it was rebuilt, a good thing to do, and made the entire place more inviting. 三舅婆 looked so much older ald. time has passed. it has been 10 years since 二舅公 passed away. 10years. 二舅婆 is wheelchair-bound now. quite saddening actually.
time is ticking and we are growing. not to mention, the elders are growing older day by day. grandma is old ald. i just realized how old she has grown, just in one month. sighz. how i wish i can spend as much time wif her as possible. but not possible. this makes it harder to bid her goodbye when i go back to sg again.
it will never be the same anymore.
why must i realize this now?
