Tuesday, February 21, 2006 19:32
haha.. heard sth consoling today. 9 pts can stay in vj. well, whether this is true anot i dun care la, but it indeed made me feel better. at least, i see more light.
when i look at my results i still dun understand how i could get such lousy grades. but if u look at it again, itz all A's. not that lousy after all. but 9 pts really put me in the category of 'lousiest ppl' in vj. haiz. looking at the scholars population of mostly 6 and 7 pointers, suddenly i feel so outcast. i noe they wont outcast me just because i got 9 la, but somehow it feels like worlds apart.
i know this is only me thinking too much.
and i seriously dun want to talk to him. urgh. just just stay away from me if u dun want me giving u that cold look. dun ask me why but just do it.
wow i sound like nike now. whoo!
and whoo reminds me of the dance today. whoo! really like dancing whiney whiney man haha. we were like this bunch of siao girls dancing and making noise on PT 2nd level can. haha. i hope lubin makes it into SC... yay lubin our pride! and yingxian and i sang the ice kacang song which reminded me so much of the days in 41305. but now that everyone is so on abt their new CTs in jc, just how many will remember 41305 at the end of the day?
so much reminiscence in one day. sth is wrong abt the spelling, but nvm.
Friday, February 17, 2006 17:54
aduh! sial betul. if u know malay u'd understand. my last entry was deleted by stupid blogger!!! rawr. anyway i forgot what i blogged abt so i shall juz blog again. sialan.
i realized quite a number of ppl getting sick lately. wadz the freakin problem la. and i got sick straight aft valentines. aduh. headache the entire wednesday, then couldnt go band coz i was ald walking on air. went back hostel and sleep, hoping that sleep is the universal cure. apparently it isnt, for at night when i took my temp it reached 38.8. 0.2 more and i'll be retarded.
so i dunno whether to go for jts later. itz in cafe cartel in siglap. wells, i dun think i'll eat much la. but they all kept psychoing me to go. rawr. if i faint halfway haha lubin u've got to carry me back to the hostel. haha. i dun think i'll faint la.
johnathan said sth really shocking today. simon may be changing combi to bcme, and thus coming to our class. itz like, OMG!!!! NOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! i wont want a 110% mugger toad plus show off and weirdo to be in my class. i mean, now that i like my class. but i think if he ever comes, we'll be more united, and irritate him out of the class. ha. yes, that's right. i dunno where he got the rumour, but i certainly hope it iznt true.
i shall get sufficient sleep tonight, and get back all my strength to play tmr. i only missed wed's prac and i ald miss my eupho.
and seventh night of july sounds so nice, now that i listen to the recording. i miss nycb, miss syf, miss seventh night of july. yanzhen, yznting, mellissa and kexin, u all ufozz, miss u guys man. and shenyi, though u changed to basses, i'll still miss u. nycbufozz rox forever!!
Tuesday, February 14, 2006 17:48
february 14th. valentine's day.
itz been so long since i last updated my blog. thanks to the com lab wif no coms working. anyway, this starts to feel like a vent to let out all my emotions. yeah, this should be.
band stj last sat was fun. but b4 that my wallet lost so much weight coz jts for alvin and xiaoquan. fish & co again. twice in a week. can imagine my wallet going slimming sessions le. prior to that was invigour jts. gosh, clement was being suan til his entire face went red. whoo hoo! omg so happy can! haha.. juz being evil, clement finally got what he has been doing to others. and he and jacq took the couple pic ha.
and as expected, i was dunked. but the unexpected was, i wasnt the person supposed to be dunked. it was du chen. then she clung onto me, and in turn i clung onto the stone table, which obviously din provide any support. and ppl started taking off my sandals. ha. it felt so so helpless being carried to the sea by 4 ppl, each holding onto one of ur limbs. not like u can shake them off.
AND i still cant guess who my angel is. he's really good at hiding himself eh.
i not stupid too was a real life depiction. i start to like jack neo's films. it feels so real. perhaps itz coz of two years' c lit influence, that i go into the deeper meaning for each conversation in the movie. and it felt so nice. not to mention, an emotional roller coaster too. u guys should watch it. there are parts which felt so real and dear to my life. i had no control over my tear glands at those scences and so i cried so many times. of coz not crying loud la. just tears.
valentines means gifts. and gifts means shopping. and shopping means spending time and money outside. but thanks lee kee for accompanying me :)
ooh, and i banged into belle wif another guy in orchard ytday. *winks* told you, orchard is a 'dangerous' place.
so i've got rochers for the mean mortal, the cute pig for nice mortal, sweets for class mortal and a cup for darling band mortal. cards for alvin and xiaoquan. whee. so nice. but din get a single earring for myself. bleah.
band cant help me appeal. but i nvr wanted to use band to appeal anyway. if i did n i stay bcoz of that, that brings in two years of full commitment. which i dunno whether i m able to give anot.
on a lighter note, band iznt that scary.
what's ur problem??
anyway, wish everybody on earth, a very happy valentine's day. attached or not, doesnt matter.
Friday, February 03, 2006 13:42
hi blog. wad a weird starting for a post.
i forgot why i am here ald. haiz.
but today going back to sg. mood: normal.
which is abnormal.
heard 我难过 from 5566. know who they are? nvm, i know then can le. gosh, talking in full singlish here. xtin, this is ur ex roomate man. and to tell me u speak full singlish too. haiz. miss the times when i just couldnt stop asking qns abt inflation and u had to ans till 2am. now nobody is there to slp on my math so that the next day i can box her for disfiguring my dog. our beds are not even next to each other now. now, i'm sleeping alone. i miss B220. now that i'm in H2-07-04. such a long room number. i dun think i can ask her abt inflation, cox now that i'm studying econs myself. i should be answering those qns myself. the qn now is, am i able to do that? i just dunno how many lectures i've attended, and i dunno what the hell they are talking abt.
bleahs.
00:28
went to kuala kangsar today. seems like ages since i last visited them. which is quite true. i din go last year, din go the year before. i think, abt two years ald. yupp, and this time, all of the elders looked significantly older than before, which constantly reminded me of the toll time has taken on them.
and why am i talking like an old woman abt life being so 无奈?
madness.
as usual, woke up at ard 9 when i was supposed to get up at 730. boo. rushed thru everything including my bfast. and to find that the shirt was too big for me. so gave it to sis. phew lucky man, the shirt is GREEN. eew. started off at 11, reached 四舅公 hse abt 12 sth.
ooh, and the dogs grew so MUCH!!! 小白became白白, 小花became花花, cox they are no longer 小. laxy is still the same, but his size is humongous. and so i was reminded of the time that has passed. then riverside. it was rebuilt, a good thing to do, and made the entire place more inviting. 三舅婆 looked so much older ald. time has passed. it has been 10 years since 二舅公 passed away. 10years. 二舅婆 is wheelchair-bound now. quite saddening actually.
time is ticking and we are growing. not to mention, the elders are growing older day by day. grandma is old ald. i just realized how old she has grown, just in one month. sighz. how i wish i can spend as much time wif her as possible. but not possible. this makes it harder to bid her goodbye when i go back to sg again.
it will never be the same anymore.
why must i realize this now?
Wednesday, February 01, 2006 21:26
so this is new year. chinese new year.
a sudden surge to blog. but i shall blog in chinese, for that is the best lang to blog.
时光飞逝,日月如梭. 有时候, 连自己都不发觉自己长大了.头发长了,镜子会告诉你; 胖了,衣服会告诉你. 但人长大了,有谁会说呢?
过年最常听到的,除了是客套的恭喜发财跟万事顺利之外,就是"咦?这么大啦?!上次看你才这么小..." 之类的话. 然后,跑到镜子前照照,看到的依然是自己,好象没什么改变.
假如时光可以倒流的话...
假如他们可以留下的话...
假如我可永远不长大的话...
可以吗??
