R E F L E C T I O N
like i told mq b4, sometimes u wont get to do things u love to do, just because others expect u to do otherwise.
i'm left alone again, as usual, cox ppl are not allowed to do what they wanna do.
so i wonder, should i stay? or should i not and do sth new, and mAyBe i'll end up loving wad i do?
who is that girl i see, staring straight back at me?
why is my reflection someone i don't know??
must i pretend that i'm someone else
for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside?
today is really brilliant. i fail wadever i did. almost everything i did today was a failure.
wad the hell?
hanloong said he feels like changing to pcme. see, he can do wad he wants.
pms? i dun think so.
so the prob lies wif me.
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lonely, i am so lonely
i have nobody
to play wif me.....
play here refers to sth else, sth only jamie understands. right jamie? u r leaving me alone. i'm so lonely.
i miss the days where we just hang ard 413 just to wait for the clock to strike 2.55, cox have to be in 3rd floor by 3. and the incessant comments of the exco and suffocating pracs. then grumble abt syf, but in the end, love our instrus so so so much, esp syf.
i guess we wont have the chance to hug each other, crying on each other's shoulder, cox we missed the honours by a bit.
we oso wont go back to the room during lunch breaks and recesses just to grab that short pathetic period of time for prac.
and we are never classmates again. we are faculties apart.
please, if u r reading, dun cry, cox i feel like crying, esp tday.
it hurts to know the truth, why then must u show me that?
