Tuesday, January 31, 2006 23:55
was really shocked to see jamie's tag. sorry to me? why? wad did i say in my previous posts?
familiarity is good. since i moved to vhall no one spoke to me in canto.. not like in ny, i mean at least wyquin still talk canto wif me. hee, all bcox we din want others to know wad we were talking abt haha.. hey wyquin u woman! i blogged abt u here ok! plz feel honoured :)
three more days of fun and i have to be on my way to sg again. i shall play more, since o's are gonna be released. omg.
Saturday, January 28, 2006 07:15
i'm mad. i just arrived home and i'm blogging. i think internet is addictive. agree ppl?
anyway, i'm home le!!!!
itz really nice to be home. home sweet home. though i like sour things more.
AND i'm definitely going for the idea of giving my beloved mortal a PINEAPPLE, so that he can carry it ard skul for lectures. muahaha.
and i'm thinking what is 'better' than a pineapple for my beloved angel.
whee. i love my nails. i hope the colour stays, it will la.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL OF U!!
and you too.
Friday, January 27, 2006 14:37
cny celeb in vj. saw fritzy and huimin dancing. ha.
couldnt join the invigours today, cox i m going back. izit a loss? please dun ask me to weigh the MB against MC man. and joel, pleez! my family name is LEOW, wad xiao?
invigour has become more or less a family to me, since i m family-less here. sobs. i really hope i can join the next invigour outing.
lunch in mcd, i was the one sitting in a corner, observing ppl, and suddenly all the memories just gushed back. saw this table of bimbos fretting over oily fries, and thought of our lunches aft skul in kap last year. we were talking abt oily fries too. haha, maybe we looked like bimbos that time. but wadever it is, that period of time has passed.
going to kap aft skul was like so common in ny. sat there for hours wif mq and xinyi, talking abt superficiality and stuff. went there wif 413-ers, talk abt crap and be a public nuisanse, so noisy. yet so worth my memory. that time, it was so so easy to go kap as a bunch of nanyang gals, study there during mugging periods and hope that the burgers and coke can help in memory work. now itz really a contrast. sam rachael and mq in hc. jamie and i in vj. suelynn in rj. kaishi in aj. xinyi yanyin yuling marlene in nyj. 413-ers are everywhere. itz really hard to come together again, and maybe, lunch in kap as 413 again. hao huai jiu. deep down inside, i wish i hadnt left 413.
41305 rox!
well, my frens are all on their way home for cny. my turn is soon.
so happy cny everybody!
Thursday, January 26, 2006 14:26
i'm hungry now, but nobody is free to eat with me. so i think i'll just end up taking instant noodles and go to sleep.
***
cny reunion dinner yesterday! poof, its so different from nanyang's! for two years i've been getting eyesores (well, sorry la) from seeing ppl dressing up senselessly and still flatter themselves, so i expected sth of that sort as we walked over to vs hall. but surprisingly, those who flatter themselves are really the minority. most of us just went in casual but decent clothings, and be happy to be ard wif frens. that is like, so DIFFERENT from nanyang. hmm, great culture man.
had band b4 the dinner. ok i shall not talk band for one week first. asked seb to go back wif me but i think he was quite bored... sorry sebastian! so off we went (me, jinjiang, seb, waikin) and hweisan and huiying joined us near the skul gate.
the food was ok, seriously. prob bcox i was wif all the malaysians and was chatting away throughout the dinner. so fun. movie guessing. ha! i told u ppl the first movie was pirates. dun want to listen to me. esp seb. see la. say itz king kong sommore. our table din win, but i'm sure we all had ourselves alot of fun, didnt we ppl? ha. the results of door decor was out. he li was obviously disappointed cox our door din win. but deep inside, i saw like, duh, i expected la. it wasnt really nice to start off with. but hey, i din do anything to deco our door so i shld shut up. and i did. but jin ee and xinji's room got the fourth! know why i'm happy? cox i did the caligraphy for their door decors! erps, ya, i did for them and din do anything for my door. but actually my caligraphy not say very nice la ha.
as for the best costume competition, haha oh man, we sent ahnaf up cox he was in this quite traditional chinese suit that made him look really... different. :) and then, our entire table ran up with mandarins in our hands and gave ahnaf all! haha wad a sight. it must have been funny for others.
somehow, simplicity is more rewarding. just be urself, dunnid to exaggerate, and everything just flows fine.
***
i din go back to nanyang today for their cny celeb. and i'm still thinking whether i should go vj tmr for their celeb. we'll be reporting in houses b4 the celeb, i feel like being a part of it but... i still wanna go out and play. hope cny celeb will be fun for those who r going for it.
itz the first time since i come to sg that i have such a long loong break for cny.
so nice.
in the meantime, i hope i'll have enuff time to think that. andrew, i hope i can reach an ans aft cny.
Tuesday, January 24, 2006 22:15
boo! partial fractions done.
hmm, malaysians are nice to malaysians. like, duh!
thanks suoyi!! haha thx for bearing wif the idiotic me.. i still like to call u suoyi than mo la...
anyway, not going hawaii. no matter wad happens next, i'm not going.
and i'm thinking of sth else, sth i think if i tell the ppl concerned, they are gonna have reactions.
***
itz cny dinner tmr in vs hall. i hope itz gonna be nice.
n i hope i can sit wif him. haha.
random
Monday, January 23, 2006 20:32
R E F L E C T I O N
like i told mq b4, sometimes u wont get to do things u love to do, just because others expect u to do otherwise.
i'm left alone again, as usual, cox ppl are not allowed to do what they wanna do.
so i wonder, should i stay? or should i not and do sth new, and mAyBe i'll end up loving wad i do?
who is that girl i see, staring straight back at me?
why is my reflection someone i don't know??
must i pretend that i'm someone else
for all time
when will my reflection show
who i am inside?
today is really brilliant. i fail wadever i did. almost everything i did today was a failure.
wad the hell?
hanloong said he feels like changing to pcme. see, he can do wad he wants.
pms? i dun think so.
so the prob lies wif me.
***
lonely, i am so lonely
i have nobody
to play wif me.....
play here refers to sth else, sth only jamie understands. right jamie? u r leaving me alone. i'm so lonely.
i miss the days where we just hang ard 413 just to wait for the clock to strike 2.55, cox have to be in 3rd floor by 3. and the incessant comments of the exco and suffocating pracs. then grumble abt syf, but in the end, love our instrus so so so much, esp syf.
i guess we wont have the chance to hug each other, crying on each other's shoulder, cox we missed the honours by a bit.
we oso wont go back to the room during lunch breaks and recesses just to grab that short pathetic period of time for prac.
and we are never classmates again. we are faculties apart.
please, if u r reading, dun cry, cox i feel like crying, esp tday.
it hurts to know the truth, why then must u show me that?
Sunday, January 22, 2006 13:49
sore throat. voice lost. now, drowsy cox of the medicine.
was supposed to walk to skul wif the malaysians on wed, but bad sorethroat stopped me from going to skul even. then they sent me the 'get well soon' msgs. feels so warm suddenly. smilez. thanks ppl! ur msgs really made my day. and ya, i missed sectionals dat day. missed band prac. for the first time, i feel the lost in not turning up for band. i felt good ponning band pracs in ny. oops, i hope yanzhen doesnt see this. i shall try not to fall sick and lose my voice this year.
perhaps, when u like something, u treasure it and look forward to doing it.
not that i dun like nycb, but i dun feel i belong there. i just feel dear to my eupho, that's all. and i wonder who is using my instru now. whoever it is, pls take good care of him. pls nvr drop the mouthpiece. nvr leave fingerprints or water stains on him. use the cloth pls.
wadever, like that person know this blog exist.
***
og bbq on fri. my voice was even deeper than darel's. omg. and i learnt the bimbo cheer. as usual, invigours made me laugh so much. itz really fun wif them, like sth i havent experienced since i left poilam.
as i lay down on the rock, the sky was simply too big for me to see all. and it was... empty. where had the moon gone? stars were smiling, or were they not?
peace. i felt that. it came from deep inside.
somehow, when u just stare into the blank sky, u just feel like closing ur eyes, and listen to the waves gently touching the rocks. itz nature's symphony. and all u feel is....
P E A C E
***
i cant go hawaii. sadd. the euphos are going, except me. dunno why, i just feel like crying for that fact alone. but i cant. i'm not earning money myself. who am i to even ask 6000 ringgit just for 5 days' enjoyment? the marginal cost is outweigh the marginal benefit. or wadever u say it in econs terms.
and sat band prac was like wet blanket to me. i hate it when i cant sustain my high f. urgh. halfway thru wif heart and voice i'm ald dying. my throat was completely dry and itchy and painful. so i really had to force out my air. sorry throat and diaphragm. i really wanna play. play properly. but as usual, when i'm forcing, my tone gets harsh and very thin. or just one word to describe... SUCKY. i really had no mood to play well that day. florentiner march. oso bad, but not as bad.
with heart and voice. how? my heart is sinking, and my voice is gone.
florentiner march. well, at least i can march, wif my instru.
Monday, January 16, 2006 21:49
hepi bdae joel big! haha hope the thongs suit u lol........
time wif invigour is always hysterical. sigh, dunno aft 10feb who will i be with. i realize my recent posts are all abt the impending release of o's results... oh man, i dread it.
itz like finally that 06s35 come together as a class. the guys and gals finally come together and sit together as a class and do things and plan events together. and this thurs is gonna be our first class outing. hope it wont be disasterous.
i feel so guilty for not turning up for sectionals today. anyway, itz like everybody has their own things to do, haiyo. then the thought of my ufo, i feel sad liao. so dirty can. i wonder how the previous player can stand holding and hugging that ufo. i'm gonna clean it someday. i am. mark my words.
i dun think alvin sees this. i think i'm the worst player in the section leh... v sad. i dun want to pull the section down. i'm tired of my own disappointment in myself. for so many times ald. since syf, then prelims, then o's. gosh
****
ok i shall change my tone. itz joel's bday today!! happy burfday man! lessons were as boring as usual. then french club aft skul. now i noe some other words other than bonjour! haha. muz taught us how to say 1-20 in french, but hehe, just how many do i rmb now?
and we made joel put on his laniere!! omg gross can. he put it up in his blog lo.. ee... haha. andrew even took a video of joel putting on his thongs. haha. invigour damn sick, but on the other hand, fun.
if time is the fourth dimension......
Sunday, January 15, 2006 22:51
a walk in ecp. damn hot la. thanks menghon for that 'invitation' man.
dinner in plaza sg. the world is so small. so my new jnr is actually my sis's classmate. they dun like cheese!! how can!! must train them to like cheese. agree hoekit?
dun think i can even go hawaii, that is, if i have the standard. not being pessimistic here, but i seriously think that if i go in this state, i'll pull the eupho section down. =( i dun wan to hai ren.
plus, i dun have the money.
boo the person who's in charge of our allowance. hrmph. the skul is squeezing all my money out of my account, and that woman is still not giving me diz month's salary. boo u, inefficient woman!
thanks jacq chen and clement for giving me credits to my new found eqn. yeah, call it ivy's law.
muzzy msged me just now and said got french club meeting tmr. and alvin said got sectionals. how ar? aiyo.
Friday, January 13, 2006 20:44
jacq tang = mrs ong/mdm tang.
a newly onfirmed equation, found only in vj.
not being pessimistic here, but i'm really scared if i ever get kicked out of vj. *cries* i noe i said this for many many times le, but still, the choking feeling is still there whenever i think abt that. and now, i xian mu the dsa ppl. joel big, vera, u guys really gotta laugh man. rejoice that ur o's dun matter. huh.
y am i a scholar? if i'm not, i can appeal if i cant make it. can even appeal through cca, that is if euphos want me. so loser. cant even play well. grr. hate myself sometimes. hrmph. and now, i have no say at all. itz feels like sailing alone in the deep blue ocean, no help at all, where u'll end up depends on where the ocean currents carry u. u cant control the currents. sigh.
so dun ever think scholars are smarties, and sure-A's. none of that sort happen to me.
forget the depressing stuff. i start to like my class. hee. and itz nice to copy work again! yay, back to me, myself. lunch in pastamania. as usual, going xiao again. muzzy took an ego pic of clement, and they all put that pic as wallpaper. and thanks joel for cropping the pics. that's the funniest thing i've seen so far.
muax haha.
tmr gotta go band. oh man, i really miss orientation. met waikin and sebastian in the dining hall. one question, how can waikin do so many things at the same time? and i found out he's taking econs s paper. my GOSH. and haha, both he and sebastian got sore throat. haha.
**and i saw him wif his girlfriend! ooh, must tell he li abt this. gonna get a good laugh over it. his gf damn short can! i'm definitely better than her in many ways.
love IS blind.**
Thursday, January 12, 2006 22:25
can u imagine a gal said "do we have SEXUAL REPRODUCTION..?" to a guy?
u shld see muzzy's reaction to that question man. jacq, that's so so embarrassing.
all of us like laughed like mad la.
actually the qn was "do we have sexual education here?" but dunno how became sexual repro la ha.
invigour dinner was laughing session man.
gosh, i miss orientation. miss icis.
Monday, January 09, 2006 19:18
orientation ended ald!!! so she bu de!
and andrew even said i'm small so they buried me!! haha the game was such that each team had to bury the most no. of ppl within 5 mins.. so gotta bury those small ppl. then andrew suggested burying me!!! oh gosh. and joel big even asked me what's the feeling of being 'buried alive' duh! and then it was so sandy all over me, so all of us went to wash in the sea. and as predicted, water spalshing started. then dunno why and how and who suggested mass dance in the sea! oh man! so u could see the whole invigour team forming a circle and did the whiney whiney whoo whoo in the sea.
hahaha
and that's not the end of story yet. then we went to parkway for lunch, ajisen. then xinying, camellia and enoch suggested paying for the times mag, and so we ran across the road in the rain. then i went to withdraw money for it, and rain started pouring heavier. by the time we planned to go back to ajisen, we really couldnt do it without umbrella. and so happened i saw this guy from vh there with umbrella!! so camellia and i borrowed his lo. he's so nice can, cox he said at first to lend us his brolly, and he'll just run across the street, IN THE RAIN. of cox we cant let him do that la! so aft sheltering camellia i went back to him and walked back to parkway wif him.
oh man, he is so nice la. so got the feng du. not like those petty guys ar.. and tell u a secret, he's a prc scholar, but he doesnt look like one u noe. he looks like those indo scholars. aiya, simply too good looking for a prc scholar la. oops, sorry for that comment.
hehe.. i'll try to be on a lookout for him in vh.. hhehehe.....AND so happens that he is in vj too! hahaha, that makes things easier.. u noe...
i think i talked alot of crap today la.
18:56
miaoqin said she TAGGED me. so i have to post five random things abt myself.
thinking.....
loading......
ONE. i just found out i've still got 3 strands of perfect hair. perfect, according to IVY's dictionary for random words, means straight and no frizz, and smooth of cox. itz a very happy news to me. i hope i've yet to count finish all the 'perfect' hairs.
TWO. my eyes cant really open when i first wake up every morning. i can really see only when i finish washing my face. so i hope the thing i brush every morning is my teeth. XD
TWEE. i like to look and examine my fingers. apparently itz not to appreciate how beautifully they become, so i think itz to look and see the rate at which they get uglier and uglier.
FOUR. my right foot touches the floor first everytime i get up. maybe itz due to the superstition, saying that right foot brings good luck for the entire day.
FIVE. i want to cut hair. ok i've said this many times ald.
Thursday, January 05, 2006 18:47
i have to agree wif miaoqin abt this:
i have never been so enthusiastic in cheering. at least not in ny. why ar?
and to acknowledge another fact, i'm looking forward to mass dance sessions now! vj mass dance is SOo COOL can!
recall the moment when we had mass dance in ny (if u are ex-ny student). then look at vj one. itz like the sky and the earth. even jamie oso said the same thing. it was not only fun, exciting etc, but very engaging as well. they say vj is known for itz skul spirit, and this i can see from mass dance and cheering session. i couldnt really rmb the cheers in ny, but i can do it for vj.
ok, itz a good start.
and one of my OGL is a msian scholar!! sg is so small when u dont expect to meet anybody. the other one is a band senior! like wow! and i got cheated TWICE yesterday during the cca walkabout you know.. they put up fake ccas to cheat ppl. the four fake ones were biking, personal grooming, rock band and skating! omg, i signed up for rock band and skating la.. and aft the walkabout they went to call those who got cheated by fake ccas to go on stage and do the "mashed potato", ie the dancing action whereby u shake ur shoulders and lean forward and backward, with ur partner. eight of the 'invigour' (my team, in Icis OG) including me signed up for rock band! haha luckily only joel got called.. but as a display of team spirit, the whole invigour grp went up wif him, and as a result, we got 10pts for team spirit. haha.
and i love mass dance!! oh man, really. so far they taught 4, out of 6. but as usual, i cant rmb the sequence, so i'm always half a beat slower than wai kin. haha. i think he is tired of teaching us ald. there's this 'chicken little' movement in the 'tribal dance', which really needs body coordination. took us a while to get that. and there's this OGL who is damn enthu abt mass dance, and he's really good at it, just that when u look at him dancing, u tend to, err, giggle. he did the chicken little movement and that sent us into fits of laughter. ha.
and WHINEY WHINEY! we dance that in a circle, but in the chorus, everyone gotta shout "crazy, aha aha". hahaha. there are many 'funny moves in that dance, like the egyptian dance. then halfway, u've gotta push ppl into the center of the circle, so that now there is a smaller circle inside the ori circle.
and NEUTRON! super fast one. therez this super fast movement, whereby u face the person dancing beside u, and both lift up your right legs, step down the same leg, and kick using the same leg, all in 2 counts. then u change to the other leg. repeat the same thing twice. wah that is nice i tell u.
and today they taught us FRIENDSHIP dance. this one, we have to dance wif guys. it was only then that i realized that there are not enough guys for the girls! so all the OGLs had to dance the guy part. there were movements like 'chee cheong fun' and 'mashed potatoes' haha... very nice, but make sure u get a good partner. uhm, u know what i mean right?
there are two more dances i've yet to learn. they are called 'la bamba' and 'i want you'. gonna learn that tmr i guess.
and speaking of tmr, i'm so so excited! we are going to have a mass dance in suntec! gonna dance ard the fountain of wealth! i think the moment wld be very grand, i mean, u see so many ppl wearing the same tee and vj shorts, all ard the fountain, doing the same dance... one concern, i dun want to embarrass myself tmr, but i really need prompts from OGLs during the whole dance.. haha. so if u 'happen' to be in suntec on friday, just u noe, make it 'happen' again to be near the fountain of wealth lo... trust me, vj mass dance is hip!
i shall blog abt the two other dances and tmr's suntec dance later.
jc orientation is fun!
