listening to "my immortal" by evanessence. it rocks. nice. have been listening to songs and more songs lately. and i realized my fone almost run out of credit now.
do ever wanna runaway?
ok that was from simple plan. ans to that question? mine was a 'yes' before. but yes, in the end, 'welcome to my life'. this is my life. i do wanna runaway, but in the end, it doesnt even matter, cox no matter how far and how hard i tried to runaway, i would turn back to the start, and everything becomes zero. and then i realized the most direct approach to almost everything, is not to runaway, but to face it.
and i'm facing it now.
ever wonder whether anything ever last? just how many things in life ever last. asked ks whether long dist relationship ever to be trusted, and his reply was 'no'. how firm and how disheartening. anyway itz all over.
it feels like, a burden being lifted away.
then he asked, when will i start accepting upcoming relationships?
which i din know how to ans at all.
i only replied, when the right time comes, when i'm ready, when the feel is just right, and when the guy makes his move first.
i think my ans is not a correct ans.
actually i dunno what to do if suddenly he asks me out. i guess i would give the silliest respond on earth, cox i'm totally at lost of what to do.
shun qi zi ran ba. that's all i can say for myself. long dist relationship is only for those who are very sure they are ready for it. datz all i can say.
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i got a surprise present!!! itz from joanna!! oh my my!! her mom came to my house!! and called for me when i was still blogging!! the size of the present is immaterial. the point is, i'm truly happy, from the bottom of my heart.
the last time when i was as happy as now, has become a history to remember. the meaning has somehow altered.
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well, this is i guess, how ppl walk out of their past.
