"christmas, isnt christmas, till it happens in your heart
somewhere deep inside you
is where christmas really starts..."
true. i realized something aft last nite's celebration. i'm not a christian, but i joined in the fun.
many things in this world are meaningless unless they happen in your heart.
which means, they really 'touched' you.
and for that moment itself, you feel that the whole world has not deserted you at all, even in your most trying periods.
great.
i think i opened my heart again
to a feeling i denied 2 years ago.
i denied it for a reason, but now the reason is no longer here. and i felt it again.
it sounds stupid. itz just a call from that person. but unknowingly and naturally, ***** spent RM18 on just talking to me!!
madness, you may think. and i feel guilty and yet happy aft spending so much of his money.
i'm evil.
i denied it before, but yet i'm approaching it now.
but i dont dare to, now that time is the limiting factor.
oh, i almost forgot, distance is one factor too.
i sound really stupid, really. how can you imagine so much just based on a phone talk and those msgs.
pleeze be logical, ivy!!!
