EXAMS ARE OVER!!! OFFICIALLY OVER!!!
i dont think i need to announce a public fact. btw, i was SO deprived of comp for the past...5 days. wanted to blog on mon, forgot. tues, wanted to watch trick3 last epi. wed? got dang-ou. thurs?? cant blog cox i went on a "miniature" shopping spree. cool huh? everyone kept reminding me that i've still got chem the next day, even i had been telling myself the same thing everytime i stepped into another shop in taka. but still din help. i spent like.. near fifty within 3 hrs. i sincerely hope my chem will make miracles. this blog is gonna be long.
let's start with a recount. boring? then you can skip this part, if you are reading. linlin kept saying she'll die for c lit (like real?) but haha! B2-20 managed to live on aft pure humans!! i spotted the correct ones, and i hope that will help my dying c lit. i need this sub. amaths was.. i'm not sure whether i'll get my a1. seriously. i found p1 easier, but i've ald lost more than 10 mrks for that pp. p2? geng bu yong shuo le. elec geog was surprisingly manageable, given the fact that i mugged agriculture, but did industries instead. i used electronics industry in karnataka, dunno whether this is an acceptable example anot. and human dev was q alright. the bad thing was that i couldnt get 4 extra measures for human dev apart from the 4 given.. so the last one was actually impromptu. dunno whether itz valid anot. and chem!!! wad the hell!! organic chem wasnt out for the choice question!! what a lousy paper. that's the only section where i can score.
anyway, itz all over.
to think that the next two years of our lives is based on ONE cert, and all our effort in two years is shortened to only 9 grades. and these 9 grades are supposed to reflect our abilities and strengths.
sounds horrible, but that's true.
i thot i saw mrs chek on bus on thurs. shocked me so much. but it wasnt her.
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i think i'm getting sentimental again. i was reminded of the graduating days i had in poilam. a pity that this class is clique-oriented, that i dont get to know every one well. i mean, not that 3J4 is not seggregated, but there was more sense of belonging and identity. anyway, itz saddening to acknowledge the fact that i dont belong to poilam anymore, cox i'm now graduating from nanyang. no matter how much i say i want to leave ny asap, now i'm having second thot abt this. no, i still want to leave ny asap, but i guess deep in me, i will miss some ppl here. yeah i would.
and here is what i want to say to you guys (you'll only understand if that one is you)
Y- cant believe i leak so much of my previous life to you. so you better keep them secret, or else i'm gonna spit yours out too haha. jk. yeah, thx for always calling when everybody is like busy mugging or rushing hw. thx to you and ur msgs, i miss my date with uncle chou. i know he sees you more than me. i'm not jealous of that. but i guess aft this, i wont get calls from u at 11pm rite? so maybe i'm gonna miss that. wadever it is, be confident in urself, cox you can do it! never doubt it, cox itz always in you.
M - thanks for that letter yesterday. glad that you dont think i'm bian tai. i do observe others though.. yeah, itz kind of a pity that we cant get to know each other more, but i treasure what we have now. ur letter really make my day, man. talking to you is nice, n haha, how can i forget that embarrassing moment in the rain?? it was really amusing, and i'll always remember that i walked in the rain with you that day.
S - i really like your name. really. and thx for saying that my chinese handwriting is pretty. i'm glad we share the same sentiments abt alot of things. you've proved urself to be very understanding, that makes you stand out of the crowd. again, your chinese name is very poetic, so you must love ur name ok? chinese names really make wonders on ppl.
shit. i have to go. itz like freezing here. tonite is gonna be exciting. wowee!! i hope i wont experience h**g**e*. haha.. go figure urself. i believe i can hold a fairly large amt of it la.
