had a quite meaningful and fruitful talk with lk and emily just now. you can really see how fragile your friendship is when someone who is supposedly your friend now is attached. those who are really worthy of your friend will still stay by you, but those fragile friendship will soon disintegrate, and reduce to nothing in the end.
3 years, 3 years of friendship is even lighter than a guy whom you are seeing for only about six months. itz natural that you both da qing ma qiao, but to ignore or to be oblivious of your friends' advice is really too much. i m quite disappointed, but on the other hand, i m quite happy. happy that this actually enlightened me to this ugly side of you.
and when two ppl you know quite well suddenly tell you that they are seeing each other, you will be confused. if i was asked this question, "what would be your reaction when both of your good friends get together?", abt a few years ago, i can tell you my ans would be "just be normal! both are your friends, and treat them as usual." but now, my ans would be diff, cox i'm experiencing it now. cs and ks. both quite good friends of mine. i know they feel awkward in front of all of us, so they dont do anything "diff". and so everyone just acts as normal. but we dont really feel that itz as normal as we try to make it to.
and if you ask me, which i dun think you will, i'll say both of you make a really weird pair. maybe itz due to prejudice, or maybe itz just that both of you are simply too close to me. as friends, so itz quite hard to change this impression to something else you want it to be.
emily with jing; sf with woon; cs with ks. i guess we all really grow up a lot.
