people are always talking. and they talk non-stop. and here, i guess i m partially the majority.
i dunno how many ppl read my blog. now that prelims are over and all the results are taken, you hear things again. complaints, the i-should-have-done-this-and-that stuff. sometimes i get really irritated when i hear these. at the same time, i guess i do complain. this is a living proof of ppl like me who always contradicts herself.
something queer happened to me today. hhm itz not anything great, but this thing that happened really set me off thinking. is there any other purpose of that person doing that? wad is he/she hinting? a bad thing if ur blog is publicized, or so-called, is that sometimes(i mean all the times) u tend to watch what u type. agree wif me? i think u will.
well, *sigh~* not so bad actually. 11 pts, though quite far from my one-digit-target, is wad i deserve, i suppose. i can understand why ppl try all means to know others' results and at the same time, try to hide theirs as far as poss. but i know, if this is the majority, i'll be more than happy to be part of the minority. i dunno wad u'll think of me up till now. trying to act noble perhaps? continue having this perception then.
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as far as i rmb i was really numbed on fri. getting a b3 for amaths which is supposedly one of my best guaranteed a1 subject was as good as being bitten by your beloved dog. dogs are man's best friends. and amaths is more than my 'fren'. but somehow, i still think getting b3 for amaths is better than getting b3 for chem, though both are my 'frens'. i still preserve half my record, though, so not SO bad after all. haha. at least my sciences nvr disappoint me, nvr leave me when i felt so 'betrayed'. 2 a1s still came baq to me, and itz enough to help me get over maths. a pity that i can even jump one more grade if i get one more mark for c lit.. hehe but life isnt always perfect, rite? maybe i've had too much of good grades before this, staying above the clouds for the entire maths and sciences(pardon my lack of modesty here), so god wants me to wake up from my fantasy to realize that exams arent as simple. yeah, i've woken up, and paid a price. wells, it kind of boosted my EQ, so erm... i still gained more than i lost. *shruggs*
no matter what jc i m entering, i wont mind. i know a lot of ppl will feel superior over me, or rather, i may feel inferior towards certain ppl at times(which i really hate), but everything will be gone aft you graduate and work. nobody will rmb who u r in high skul, they'll juz rmb u as a person they know. so why compare grades?
