ok i blog again. it looks retarded i know. i only had foa in my mind when i posted juz now, so my whole post was abt foa. so boring, come to think of it. cox ppl would surely blog abt their foa rehearsal. sometimes i like to be the minority, although it might seem spastic and retarded.
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our class is quite clique-oriented. i agree. but abt the class spirit thingy, i think itz something every member of the class should at least have. i mean, itz like a family. u see each other everyday. although at times different family members throw tantrums at each other, they are still bonded by blood. some for the class. we might feel seggregated, but when it comes to doing things together, we should. but of cox, we cannot force each other to fully participate in everything. so mq, i wasnt angry wif u not performing with the class dat day. i mean, u have ur own opinion, and i cant 'influence' that. it is true dat u r closer to certain ppl, but iznt that something similar to *clique* too? then what do u really mean when u say different cliques dun mix? u dun talk much to me as well, so does diz refer to the clique thing?
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i realize i always speak my mind out. and diz may cause certain ppl to be unhappy with me. they c me as irritating, annoying, or even exasperating, i dun care. then these ppl prefer those who are good with their words, intentionally or unintentionally revealing only those politically correct comments, and concealing what would seem negative to the listener. these ppl of cox gain popularity among others, so iznt this kind of frenship superficial? they always present the good side of things, so nobody would ever know how they feel abt the negative sides of things. i would prefer a true and honest frenship, a fren who will share wadever he thinks wif me, be it good or bad. then the relationship is more transparent, so therez no suspicion nor doubt wadsoever.
superficiality always exists. itz everywhere and everytime. itz just the matter of how superficial u can get. dat determines how honest u are.
and honesty, according to me, is the best policy.
