itz tiff's farewell today. and a very rainy day too. i was supposed to meet them in somerset mrt, but the heavy rain gave me no chance to do that at all! and i landed in heeren, drenched. ok mine was not so bad, cox sam and jamie and others were soaked.
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sometimes, i really wanna stand in front of the mirror, staring at my own reflection, and see whatz wrong wif me. i want to see every single expression of mine. juz wanna check out whether all my diff expressions are visible. and so i did today. and i thot my face was very visible. opaque body, so by right i should reflect light and the reflected light should enter those ppl's eyes and pass thru their lenses and vitreous humour and the image SHOULD fall on their retinas. unless they have prob with their optic nerves or sensory neurones, they should be able to see me. so i m NOT transparent.
people are practical and realistic. what more can i say? oh yes! or maybe, they have severe damage in their eyes! yeah, this could be the best explanation after all. the damage is so gr8 that their brains cant interpret the image formed on their fovea centralis.
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sis is having probs with her relationship now. haiz. first my fren. then me. then her. wow whatz the world going on? wadz this? breaking up season? cant believe it. one moment you are comforting someone, the nxt moment u r suffocated with heartbreaks. this is crazy. i sincerely hope that sis will sort out with him if poss.. as for me, well, see when i can stop this dilemma.
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sigh.. life is full of surprises, that is, if you are really ready.
