*cooled down*
ok, i m more rational when my mind is free from distractions of any sort. ok he's right. i m losing control q often lately. maybe datz y the row took place? i dunno.
have i been a good person aft all? if yes, then y ppl still get pissed off? or m i juz too sensitive? picking up the slightest clue anyone can find in sb's words or expressions? i have always thot dat itz good to be sharp.. but now, i m kinda sceptical abt it.
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i admit the biggest prob wif me is that i dun trust ppl easily. i dun trust them doing the work for me, for i m very concerned if they screw up anything. nvrtheless, i still make mistakes sometimes. haish, diz prob has been wif me since young. itz like a *sticky* fren, hard to shake off.
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i've blogged twice today. tmr is funfair ald. many things ought to be done. i sincerely hope dat those who din contribute much would at least do sth constructive tmr, and not juz standing there, doing nothing but complaining.
itz good dat we dun have band tmr. i mean, i do luv my cca, but since syf period, the passion in me faded away. really away. all is left is my luv for my instru, and only dat. iznt this saddening? i joined band last yr because of my passion for music, and everything good abt band is somehow gone. now i understand partly y jamie doesnt attend band. cca is really stripping off my study time. not to sound like a nerd, but i really think that my results wont get me anywhere!
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should i watch initial d again? haha i think i can rmb the scripts ald.. in canto as well as in chinese. should i support the movie again? does it worth dat?
the ost does not include piaoyi and yiluxiangbei, i realized. but there are other songs in the movie. should i buy the ost? i suspect those two songs are recorded in jay's nxt album. maybe i shall go and support his album instead.
