sometimes certain feelings can only be expressed in certain languages. call me pro-china and all sorts of names, i dun care, cox many times i realise only chinese can fully expressed wadever feelings i have in heart. and so dumb diz blog cannot display chinese characters. all dat comes out are funny alien characters which i cant even decipher.
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wherever you gowhatever you doi will be right here waiting for youwhatever it takesor how my heart breaksi will be right here waiting for you....he said this to me b4 i left. how foolish of me to think it will ever be true. high skul relationships are just like listening to one song. u cant possibly listen to one particular song everyday and not get bored wif it. i've seen too many breakups, datz y i wasnt true to him. i know he was flirting wif me too. well, fair game, right? no one gave too much. i noe he wont wait. he'll find another piece. based on his looks and style, no doubt he will.
i dun mind him wif other gals, cox i know he'll come baq everytime without me saying anything or showing any jealousy. cox there was nth to be jealous of. juz say, therez simbiosis btn us. he needs me, and in certain areas i need him too. thatz y i know he will come baq everytime. but this trust faltered once i got the scholarship. i knew. although he said he'll wait, i dun mind if he doesnt. at least not when i was in sg.
itz really funny why i m feeling unhappy now. i knew he'll find another piece. perhaps i'm unhappy cox i saw it myself. i dun mind if he flirts behind me. but diz time, itz really heartbreaking. we got into a row when we talked abt diz dat day. he said i'm juz being petty diz time. yeah, i din mind everytime cox i din c it wif my eyes. but diz time was diff. he said he wasnt real wif them. like he is very true to me like dat
."i was juz playing wif words wif them. i din say i like them wadsoever." i guess u r playing wif words wif
me. when i told him dat the dist btn us is getting on the way, he put the blame on me! i was the one causing all the prob, he said. wow, wad de hell.he said i din spend time wif him as much as before. ya, itz true dat we only went out very few times, but itz purely becox he has work to do! ya, busy. so busy to go shopping wif me, but so free to go out wif a bunch of girls. he din expect i was there dat day.
and that person u r interested in is my best friend! i'm not gonna take the blame, man!
