diz suddenly struck me when i was surfing the net. i owe many ppl apologies; some are quite recent, others i think has accumulated over the years. itz time i say it out. loud. although they may not even c diz.
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grandma:-i juz owe u too much. u brought me up, and yet all i manage to giv u up till now is disappointment. i've nvr really given u any moment of true happiness. and sorry for always making u worry abt me. the first thing i'm gonna tell u once i get baq is"sorry. i love u."
daddy:-though u may not have said it b4, i know wad u've been doing for us all the while. i'm sorry for not showing much concern whenever we r together; now dat i'm so far away fr home, i miss those moments.
er jie:-i know u wont read diz. i dun think i've ever been a good sis. sorry for not being able to attend to ur doubts now, as wad other sis do. i'm sorry, and i wish to make it up for u.
liang2:-all the more u wont read diz. u dun even know how to go on9. promise i'll teach u when u r ready. *kiss* glad dat u r actually scoring quite well in ur studies. i'm sorry for not spending time to teach u things. i love hearing u playing the piano.
likoon:-sorry for not being there when u nid my support. not sure if i'm worthy enough to be ur soul mate. sorry for leaving in a hurry. i hope we're still the same 'sa po' in poilam. is it ever possible?
cs:-i owe u alot. and i mean it. sorry for not being able to help u out in times. i treasure our frenship.
evon:-sorry for leaving u alone baq there, and i really mean it. i hope our ties remain intact.
sf & emily:-sorry for leaving u there. sorry for being a self centered fren.
yao:-sorry for showing off my temper at times. sorry for not helping u at times. i'm sorry for not helping u improving. i'll make sure i do so fr now.
mrs lee:-thank you for bring me into the world of music. without ur coach, i would not be me. sorry for lack of practise at times and disappoint u many times. sorry for not being a perfect student. i'll nvr neglect music. promise.
