wah, the screen today is so dark. somebody using diz com b4 me muz have reduced the brightness alot. nvm, i changed it baq to normal ald.
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today started off raining, quite heavily. wq said my unbrella was scary when we crossed the road. haha. not my umbrella la, itz juz bcox i stopped suddenly, and so happened dat she was walking behind me. i guess her umbrella banged into mine.
anyway, as i was on my way to my class, i saw something that weren't there before. or, maybe, they have been there all the while, juz that it was only this morning that i noticed them. they were bricks. quite surprised to c bricks in a concrete jungle like nanyang... i wonder what they r for. i shall spy on them again when i go to my class tomorrow.
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ok, now baq to the main point of me blogging. as u can predict, itz abt test results again. sorry, itz
exam,not test. it doesnt make much of a diff actually. great, iznt it great? today, as compared to yesterday, was worse. i cant secure a1 for math d, and only managed to get a b4 for bio! b4!! my goodness! wad kind of grades are these? math, supposedly to be promising, turned out to be disappointing. ha, to think dat i actually hoped for a more "encouraging" day.
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i have to admit i cant face losses. shu bu qi. dunno y, i've kicked this habit of mine since pri skul, and lived a happy life since then. and somehow, nanyang juz reminded me of the old ave maria. even the ppl behave similarly. "dotz" i m really very afraid i'll eventually revert baq to my old self, my bad self, when i was in pri skul. i really despise that side of me. and all the while i thot i kicked it off, but now, it comes baq and haunt me again.
i really dun want this to happen. y do i get affected by others so easily nowadays? hallo ivy, diz is onli midyrs.. therez nothing to compare!!!
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nothing last forever. u wont be top scorer forever. he wont be ur boyfren forever as well.
nothing last forever, for if it does, there'll be no history.
