3 more days to freedom... wad more can i say?
i shall put in my very last bit of energy, and finish diz race. aih, though i was super discouraged somewhere in the middle of the race. all bcox i saw the ca1 marks... wad de hell.. but nvm, dat'll be my future encouragement. my prelim encouragement, my o's encouragement. and everything aft that. sounds like revenge, huh? i'll do wadever it takes to get myself into the top5 jc's, no matter wad it takes. even though it makes me a mugger, i'll mug. of cox i'll still continue with my everyday playing la... wont kill myself juz for jc...
have i always been an arrogant person? i wonder. since young, i m always taught dat arrogance and proudness are everyone's downfall. and now i fell. hard on the ground. but was i arrogant? i always thought that chem is an easy-2-score sub, so i did not put in much additional effort in revising, but channelled most of my time to other weaker subs. my chem results last yr was very satisfying, even though i din study much. note: im not being proud here. but diz yr, everything changes. chem and maths are no longer my forte anymore.
why? they r my onli strength... and they let me down. no,
correction,
i let myself down. looks like i hv to start all over again.heard of this before? the higher u climb, the harder u fall. but i think for my case, i'll do all it takes to get myself to the peak, and always bring a parachute with me.
in case i fall, i wont hit the ground, but hover in the air.*******
watched bittersweet symphony with xtin today. datz mgs production. itz really nice. all the instrumental ensemble, violin solos blablabla, really captured the audience's soul and mind. the world is full of people, and amongst the ppl, there are talented ones. and they will shine. and i'll be a shadow, in their limelight. no one can c me here in sg, because nobody would notice a shadow. juz like the thorns on roses. they co-exist. juz how many ppl would look at the thorns when there is a beautifully blossomed rose in front of them?
i'm like the thorns, co-existing, and yet not existing.people wont notice the thorns unless they are pricked by one.
as a thorn, i would rather remain a shadow than to prick others.