Wednesday, May 04, 2005 16:53
i know midyrs are coming... dun nid to remind me dat. but the real thing is, everyone i meet everyday reminds me of it! itz still ok in skul, i mean itz a place where u study and study and study. boring but datz the life of a student. haha sounds so tame. have to accept it rite? but wad i cant accept is that even in the boarding skul where i seek sanctuary from, the matrons and tutors do dat to me as well! ok i noe i m now a sec 4, but does dat mean i have no life at all? 1030 pm sharp, she drives me baq to my room, making the lounge an out-of-bound place, and making the tv a forbidden object. why so mechanical? ok u'll say dat i wont study if i watch tv. does dat mean that i'll study if u drive me baq to my room? i'll stone and stone... iznt dat more like wasting time than watching tv? at least u still get a moment of relaxation of the mind...which is wad i guess every one needs, and apparently not allowed by the *authorities*. wadever. i juz nid a break, i always tell myself. but in reality, i juz nid to buck up. gosh ivy wad r u talking? english oral tmr!!
