ok, now i m in lib lvl 4 again. so surprised dat i can actually log on to blogger. haha.
wad more do i hv to say for my day? aiz... wells, din even secure a1 for chinese. haha. so damn disappointed. chem no a1 oso, somore itz the a2 on-the-fence. well, i should say is lucky enough for me. if i commit one more mistake then there goes my chem. well i think my l1r5 is quite gone la, despite me trying to stay neutral.
still, i'm quite happy dat i passed my ss. but now, i feel abit disappointed oso, cox i expected my seq to score slightly higher. but nvm. the rest of my hope lies in my geog. however i still have a bad feeling abt this.
wad more can i say? i've worked for it, and if this is wad they giv me then so be it. at least i'm not guilty of not studying for anything. if wad i did doesnt even qualify me into an A band, then i shall face it.
the nxt paper i'll be getting is my geog. surprisingly i feel calm now. is this a good sign? i dunno.
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juz now, zj told me dat i have to go baq for band. wad more can i say? she has ald told me face to face. nothing much can be done. but i really dun wan to go baq. y do they wan somebody who is not playing for wad they're playing for to appear? it doesnt even help. and mid yrs juz over, and they are taking away wadz left behind for me. to think dat i actually came baq fr hols juz to be a receptionist. so great. and now they even want me to go for prac. i'm not even playing for concert. i oso dun wan to play for art fest. y m i always to follow wad others plan for me?
