itz always easier for u to say it than for me to do it. is it not always so? my day started off a nice one, with onli istana performance in mind... well, plus the sotong meal wyquin cooked for me haha... it reminded me of the usual dishes i always eat b4 i came here. haha. i din find them nice - juz normal home food. but 2day, they tasted different. is it bcox i've not been eating any of it for a super long period? i dunno. wells, i'll juz have to rmb the taste and really appreciate them when i go baq. talking abt performance, i got myself into a gr8 scare by forgetting to bring my mouthpiece! oh man! how could i be so so so muddleheaded!!! the rest of the day continued as normal band performance day... nothing much to say abt it.and then i blogsurfed, and found van's blog. quite a nice background... dunno how she got it one... haiya i m such a useless pig who is really a goon in computer stuff... n i came across diz post, which summoned all my past yr memories baq. sweet and sour. happiness and disappointment. itz always sweet to start off a bgr... esp when u r in a mixed skul, u c alot of choices. but then slowly, it became taxing, and u wished u had nvr begun anything.
why did u walk into my life out of a sudden, and left me carrying such a burden? i really wan2 forget all the quarrels and misunderstandings. all these opened my eyes into another side of ppl dat i've not seen b4... n i could nvr expect to c in u. u said i m not generous enough, u said in bgr we have to giv and take... but juz how many ppl know how much i give? those ppl who comment on me in ruining the relationship, juz how many of them actually SEE wad i've done? no one. all they know is to open their mouths and hurt ppl. n u believe in them. i have nothing more to say.i promised myself to hold my pride up high, and to forget everything datz not worthy of remembrance.. and ivy, u can do it! waz passed is past, they wont last. 